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Valentine's Day 2009

2009-02-14T23:11:00.003+08:00

I was looking at past my previous posts then i came across this one, http://n0n-con4mist.blogspot.com/2007/02/kkz-im-bloggin-now-liao.html. Then i thought, wow, it has been like 2 years already since my last Valentine's Day with steph. Everything seems so different now, from last time when we met until now lol. I seriously felt that I have really grown alot already, from the way i speak and see things.

Alright, notice the last paragraph of the post from the link I pasted. I mentioned something like '...will always remember this day and also this person =)'. And today, this person is actually my gf and it has been 2 years already lol. Things have changed so much and both of us are so different now, different in the way we treat each other and see each other already. I would say i prefer her now than the 'shy girl' 2 years ago lol.

Well, was suppose to do my part as a bf and spend Valentine's Day with her today, but I got church so can't make it. But I did not expect church to turn out like that -.- haix, forget it, make me pek chek. I won't be going church tomorrow, maybe for the next few saturdays and sundays also. I already asked another drummer to take over me tomorrow. Taking break lo. Let them find another drummer/youth leader/friend/person that's better than me.

Well, steph has been very nice to me, and I know she confirm feel very appreciated if i post about her here LOL. She's still as cute and adorable as always. Still miss the first time when she passed me the valentine's day present. So memorable lol. Okay la, i stop blogging le, whole day headache, haix. Don't feel like facing the com too much.

290107<3. Wish to spend more Valentine's Day with you =)

2009-02-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

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Sorry For The Delay

2009-02-02T09:37:00.002+08:00

Okay guys, I know it has been like 3 months(?) since I've blogged. I know I promised to blog about my O level results as I mentioned in my previous post. Wow man, so many things have happened through this whole month. Alright, since I have time now, might as well just list everything out slowly.

Working Life
I'm currently working at Ichiban Boshi, for some of you who still don't know about it lol. It's located at Esplanade, thus, lol, I have to like spend an hour to get there from my house everyday. Well, the pay there like so-so only la, $6 per hour. The only thing i hate most is when the restaurant is flooded with people. Due to this, a lot of staff, be it waiters/kitchen chef, tend to get flared up easily. Like everybody will start giving black faces and start scolding around. Which I often kenna one =(. But when it's not busy, trust me, the restaurant is actually a very very fun place to hang out with. Most of my colleagues are actually very friendly, only some are exceptions.

One more negative thing about w0rking there, my whole body tends to ache especially my feet due to long hours of standing and carrying of heavy objects. Sian, can feel I'm getting old liao =p. Oh ya oh ya, next thing I'm gonna mention about is positive =p. I get to eat sushi(s), softshell crab, chawanmushi (steam egg), charsoba and drink exotic drinks everyday, depending on what's left over. Haha =p. Which is why now, the sight of sushi makes me feel like vomiting, so friends, don't invite me to eat sushi with you, i'll vomit man lol. Well, end of working life =p. Next!

O Level Results + Posting Of Poly Results
Well, hehe, to be honest, I was delighted upon receiving my O level results. I know most of you have probably heard about my result but well, I'll just type it out for memory's sake. I scored 13 points for L1R4 =D, which fulfilled one of my 'Desires' mentioned in my blog. Getting <15. I seriously must thank God for this man, I myself know how i fared for the exam which is why I almost abit give up hope on going to a business school already as their cut-off points are all very low. Well, I'll be talking about where I have been posted to and the course that I will be in later on. First, I'm happy that some of my friends did very well for Os, but also quite sad that some did not, some that I expected them to get better but did not. Well, I hope they are happy with their posting results. Alright! Move on!

*Drumrolls* *Clash* I got into Temasek Polytechnic! In addition....my all along dream course, Leisure & Resort Management. Which is why I'm serious very happy about the poly posting results. Also, I found out that almost ALL of my friends are going to Temasek Polytechnic too! Haha! See all of you in school man! Maybe still can meet for lunch etc. Keep in contact bitches =p. Kinda excited about going to poly, like I get so buy myself a brand new laptop. So many questions in my mind, like, what will poly life be like? What does my course require my to do? Are people going to be friendly? Will I be able to mix around well with others? Well, I hope so bah, hope God will continue to guide me through man lol.

Well, I know that I have more things that I want to blog about but currently im feeling lazy lol, I'll blog next time but I hope it won't be another 3 months lol. Take care people! =)

29o1o7<3. See you in school fatty! =p

I'm Back! =D

2008-11-01T11:47:00.003+08:00

Well, lol, I know it has been ages ever since I last blogged. Okay, quick update. I'm currently taking my O levels already. =O. Everything seems to be moving so fast that i can't even keep out. This moment i have to study for this subject and next I'm already taking the paper. Hm, atfirst I was kinda tensed and nervous, but the more papers I take, the more relax I am. Maybe abit used to the environment already, the exam aura.

Anyway, so far's so good, but I think I kind of screwed up my Maths and abit of my Science and English. Geography. however, was rather manageable, surprisingly. Principle Of Accounts, lol, the subject that I fear most. You know what they say of 'The higher the expectation, The greater the disappointment'. I was not really aiming for an A1 because I know it's hard and I don't even know whether what I learnt in class is actually relevant to O levels lol. But after I did the paper, hm, it seems rather okay. I'm not really confident of getting an A1, maybe a B3 or A2 bah. I know i put in my best and i managed to squeeze out everything I've learnt for the past 2 years lol. Thank God it went fine =).

Well, I am still left with 4 more papers, 2 Chinese, Social Studies and Combine Science MCQ. But I'm starting to get alittle too relax already cause my major papers all done lol, but i'll still study ofcourse. Don't wanna wear the same uniform or any other red or blue uniforms to school next year lol. I'm starting to doubt if I can really meet my target of 12 points of Os, should be no le bah. Have been looking at courses that are 17, 18, 19 points that kind cause i seriously think i won't do very well for O levels lol. Oh well, gave my best and going to let God do the rest. I won't expect so much already lol.

Well, wanna thank some people during this period of exams for studying with me and also doing some 'destressing' activities with me =p.

Chester - Gay face that never fails to make me laugh whenever I look at it =p. And that really helps alot lol.

Xuwei - For all the Jiao Weis and the DOTA DOTA LAI DOTA! =p.

Shawn - Gege! Lol. For lending me your psp so that I can destress any time lol.

Joshua - For hosting game every night, haha! And being my POA competitor lol.

Wilson - Will never forget this gay man lol, every night I online confirm come and talk cork with me, lol. Thanks for your care and concern, haha, i know where to cut my hair liao =p.

Guo Zhong - sigh, no comments sia, i sway for 8 years going to 9 already. haha. Thanks for revising with me at 201 mac =).

Zheng Yang - HAHA, the most crap one, lol. Forever around to shoot me. Anyway, lol, thanks for all the 'secrets' =p and also the dy/dx thing lol. Thanks to you man.

Cheng Chuen - How can I forget you? Lol. Thanks for teaching me all the subjects and things that I dont know. Will never forget the times we had in airport man, haha! All the dancing and stuff lol. Crazy bitch lol. Oh ya oh ya, and the dotas, sorry if I always leave game =p. Cannot help it, my comp always will restart Warcraft if It sense that im going to lose =X lol.

Stephanie - meimei!!! Lol, the reason why I put you last cause your the best. Save the best for the last =). Thanks for breakfast every morning and teaching me POA and Maths. Thanks for massaging me, although most of the time it's the other way roung =X lol. Thanks for your love. Your really very caring. And your the cutest =). No matter how fat you are, you are still cute and beautiful to me =). And by the way, your not fat lor. Don't worry, just eat. =D.

Surprisingly I still have the time to blog lol, well, okok, im going off to church for Music Practise now. I'm playing for tomorrow's combine service lol. Don't have me cannot la =p. Kidding kidding lol. Hope the next time I blog would be good news after I received my O levels result lol. Take care guys! =D

29o1o7<3. Fat and cute =p.

Computer Fixed!

2008-07-23T21:48:00.008+08:00

Alright! My dad had just fixed my computer. I think he also cannot stand see my monitor in this kind of state lol. My monitor screen used to be full blue in colour, like me, colour blind. Everything thing that appears in the computer screen is blue in colour lol. But now! It's different already lol. I have taken 3 pictures to summarise the entire process of him fixing it. A picture paints a thousand words lol.

Dad Examines The Computer.
Start Working.
Before The Repair.
After The Repair.

Yep, my dad's amazing lol. Finally can watch videos with colour.

Now to talk about my day, morning almost came late with steph, hm, not sure why also. First 3 period was as usual, boring. During and after recess was the best lol, good food and slack. 3 hours of slacking after recess cause of 2 hours of Art and 1 hour of Mother Tongue. But too bad, had test during MT today, totally no mood to do lol. So just crapped out a piece for teacher.

After school had Geog remedial, as boring as usual la lol. After Geog was POA, can see how busy I am right? Lol. Got back results, not top this time, think just second. Oh well, like how i always comfort myself, 99/100 is A1, 75/100, also A1, so no diff la =p.

Met steph after remedial and ate at WhiteSand's KFC. Like ate alot like that, super full sia. After that walked around and then sent her home already. Went to change phone after i reached home, change back to my previous Music Xpress phone.

Sigh, looks like my disease is back, it's almost like a skin cancer lol. Oh well.

Today's post is alittle random. Like everything in point form, incomplete sentences lol. Don't care la lol.

29o1o7 =). You're not fat, Don't worry.

'The Dark Knight' Outing

2008-07-19T12:17:00.010+08:00

Went to E-Hub with Brandon, Pcc and Shawn yesterday. to watch The Dark Knight. Quite nice la, it's abit more mature compared to the other superhero movies like Spider-Man and Iron-Man etc. The movie is 2 and a half hours lol, super long sia lol. But it's worth it. Heard that Heath Ledger, the person who acted as The Joker, died after filming the movie. His really a young and talented actor, only 20 years old. He has added alot of humour and also excitement to the movie. I'm giving 'The Dark Knight' a 4/5 stars rating.

After the movie, the 4 of us went to the arcade and played the Basketball Shooting game lol. 1st game was Pcc and Me versus Shawn and Brandon lol. They even made it to stage 3 =p. Pcc and scored a total of 343 i think, maybe lesser, not too sure. After that Brandon and Shawn went to play the Mario Kart lol. I'll upload some pictures at the end of my post to show the 'Intensity' of their game lol.

Went to eat at Taiwan Delight after playing. 'Baobei and Chicken Mee Sua', that's what they call it. Not say very nice actually lol. And the shop keeper kept letting us try his newly invented 'Wasabi Crispy Chicken'. Quite nice la, but I don't think I know how to appreciate it lol, I'm just not the wasabi kind of person. After that, Shawn went for his tuition while Pcc, Brandon and I walked back to the arcade cause Brandon wants to play the basketball again. He super crap la lol, go and take other machine de balls and shoot at his own lol. End up the neighbouring machine only has 4 balls awhile his has like 10 balls lol.

After playing, actually wanted to go bowling but decided to go home instead. Then went to the bus-stop and took 12 home. While at the bus-stop, did the usual thing again. Gossip. Actually the problem lies with Brandon only la lol, like aunty like that. Always talking about other people. Pcc and I just listen only lol.

After that, found out a secret about 'Someone'. wooooo sounds interest thing lol. Kinda upset after hearing it. Didn't expect that 'Someone' to be such a person. 'Do not judge a book by its over', this phrase is so true. Extremely disappointed man, guess from now on I'm going to change my perspective about this person. Just what exactly do you want? Is this really your nature? Or are your intentions misunderstood by us? I don't know, but I certainly hope you'll change.
Well, that's the end of my day. Here's the pictures.

Race Started. Shawn Vs Brandon

Middle Of The Race And Shawn Is Leading

Went Berserk After Being Shot By Shawn

Brandon Focusing Real Hard And Won In The End

Cheng Chuen And I Shooting At Nothing

Both Of Us At Mini Bowling Alley's Toilet

Cheng Chuen And Brandon On The Bus Home

Nice Scene From The Top

That's all folks. =)

29o1o7<3. Miss Big Butt =p.

Mari Kita On Stage

2008-07-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

This week, went on stage to sing the National Anthem for the WHOLE school due to being punished by Mr Nahar. Lol, quite fun actually. 12 of us, not just me, got caught lauging by Mr Nahar during the singing of National Anthem on Wednesday. So we were punished to sing infront of the whole school on thursday to sing the National Anthem and recite the Pledge. Abit paiseh but super fun lol.

Nothing much happened this week. Inky came over to my place to give me paid maths tuition. ( Inky is my cousin, his real name is Timothy) His teaching is actually not bad, atleast i can roughly understand. We went through my mid-year maths paper.

Sent my jeans and steph's for altering and making it straight-cut on Wednesday also. Took it back on Friday, hm, not bad la, atleast can see some differences. $19 for 3, quite reasonable? Hm, I don't know, not really sure with the market price.

So tired, got church tomorrow, need to sleep early.

29o1o7 <3. sleep early also =). Hope you like the fries, lol.

Racial Harmony Concert Part 2

2008-07-05T09:40:00.005+08:00

Hm, what to say, I accidently deleted my Part 2. Now no mood to blog liao -.- Haix, sian ar.

Went home after Mahjong and slept for half an hour. Took a bath and went to Zy's house with Brandon to eat dinner cause his mother cooked. Simple but delicious, very heart-warming indeed. While eating, found out that i forgotten to bring my ticket out. In the end took a cab with pcc, zy and brandon to my house and i ran up to get my ticket and my watch while the Taxi waits for me.

After we reached there, we saw so many gorgeous ladies and dashing gentlemen. Everyone was looking great with the exception of some Jokes (laughing stock). Are they trying to be special by dressing in T-shirt and Jeans? T-shirt and Basketball Shorts. My goodness! I was like, 'Huh?!' with a very very big exclamation mark. If you don't even know how to dress properly for a proper event, you might as well don't come. Don't disgrace yourself. Atleast show some respect for the event and for yourself la. Lol.

Back to my point, the concert wasn't as well as I expected. The seating arrangement was okay la, though Brandon made a big fuss out of it cause of 'some' people who refuses to change seat with him, haha. Don't worry Chester, I'm not refering to you. But the performances was not really up to standard. No wonder Xuwei slept during some of the performances =p. Actually nothing much to talk about la lol.

Went to meet steph after that and sent her home cause it was so late already. Too bad we didn't take much pictures =(. Never mind, next time sure got more chances. my cousin's wedding is on the 8 of August =). Wanted to meet the rest after i sent steph home but was really tired already and my mom didnt want me to reach home so late cause i still have to attend school the following day.

Overall, interesting day la lol. Had fun with my Kaki(s) and steph =)

Damn! Blogger is not letting me type my 29o1o7<3>

29o1o7<3. you =").">

Racial Harmony Concert Part 1

2008-07-05T08:46:00.013+08:00

Went to school in the morning and continued the discussion of what to wear later on. I brought Royal Flush to lend Chester cause he said he doesn't have any belt. Kinda boring in school la cause everyone was like kinda looking forward to the concert then no mood to study lol.

After school actually wanted to go home straight then don't know who suggested to go to Chester's place for Mahjong (i think it's me =x). Today was one of my coolest day. At first was on the losing streak until Brandon 'Za Hu' which means he thought he won but actually he short of one tile lol. End up need to give 3 of $1 each lol. By the way, the usual Mahjong Kaki(s) are, Brandon, Zheng Yang, Chester and Me =) and sometimes we have Cheng Chuen tagging along to play his dota on zy's com lol. Okay, back to the point, after Brandon lost, my moral went up alittle while his sank all the way to the ground lol.

After that round, something incredible happened, something which i thought is impossible to happen in Mahjong. I gamed a 'Shi San Yao' if this is what they call it. Those who plays Mahjong should know what this is even those who doesn't should know bah. Atfirst i still don't know how to game cause never did this before. Thanks to shawn's guidance and encouragement, I managed to pull it off. My card serious SUCKS when i opened it lol. This is the evidence just in case you guys don't believe it lol.

Thanks Brandon, for your 'Yi Wan' lol. I'm sure everyone was shocked. Even I myself was, my jaw almost dropped. Hehe, this picture also shows chester's chips. After this, my moral went higher while Brandon's continued to sank even lower, haha! lol. Went home after that to prepare.

Happy Wednesday =). (Bugis Day)

2008-07-02T22:16:00.004+08:00

Wa, fun sia today!!! Lol. Not exactly fun la, but i did enjoyed myself.

Morning went to steph's place and walk her to school as usual. Ofcouse i myself also go school la lol. Had physics and geog test. Haha, geog is confirm fail on la, it's just another routine lol. Physics i just hope can pass good already lol cause like don't know what the teacher wants lol.

Okay, the fun part starts when it's art lesson lol. We 'droppers' lol, what a name to call ourselves lol. Those who dropped Dnt and Art have 2 hours of free period every wednesday, haha. So many crappy things we can do during these 2 hours lol. Joshua and Martin went to Leo's house directly before Art starts lol. They pangseh Chester and I in school =( lol.

Then Zy, Bran and Pcc came over to the art room to find us, guess we too pitiful le la lol, and just sat down and chat. Dicuss after school want to go where cause tomorrow's Racial Harmony Concert!!! I'm sure everyone wants to look good tomorrow la lol. We have been discussing on what to wear ever since they introduced the event to us lol.

So we came into a conclusion. 2 groups, 1 Bugis, the other Far East Plaza. Bugis - Me, Zy, Brandon, Pcc and Chester. The other group, if im not wrong, should be Far East - GZ, Xuwei, Shawn, Wilson, Nico and Joshua? So decided liao. After geog remedial straight away go down. Too bad Zy has to go back and change first before joining us lol. Missed out all the fun parts haha. Actually the whole day was fun la lol.

During art, Uma, Daniel Pcc and I tried doing break dance lol. Guess we kenna influenced by Pcc liao la lol. We actually went to the toilet to do all the hand stands etc. HAHA! Totally had a good laugh inside there man lol. Too bad only managed to take 1 picture. It's in friendster, go take a look bah =).

After school went for remedial with Pcc and Zy while chester and bradon waited for us at the basketball court. Lol, they skipped remedial, shhhhh =p. Went Bugis after remedial. My objective for the day is just to get a watch and boxers =X only. But when reached there, cannot resist temptations lol. Ended up buying a watch and a straight-cut jeans. Lol.

Actually starting don't want to buy one. But the rest keep saying nice leh. And it's cheap =p. Why? Cause it's bought from Leo's Dad's Shop. HAHA! We finally found it. Have been looking for it for ages la, finally i know where it is liao lol, by coincidence. We were just walking aimlessly and then decided to walk into some unknown shop. then the shopkeeper suddenly held Brandon back and asked him if he's from CCSS and his class. Lol, from there we found out that the shopkeeper is actually Leo's dad and he also found out our names lol.

He questioned us alot about Leo. Make us shop until so stress, haha. Atfirst we jsut walk out of the shop cause like super paiseh mah. But after walking around for awhile we end up walking back there lol. And he gave me a best price for the jeans. Instead of $32-35, i bought mine at only $25 ^^. Thanks man Uncle lol. And Pcc bought himself a ring which supposingly should cost $25 but was sold to him at only $15 lol. Uncle so nice to us la lol. I think from now on every trip i make to bugis sure will visit his shop lol. See got any new arrivals anot =p=p=p=p=p. Crazy price sia the discount lol.

Zheng Yang joined us shortly after i bought my jeans. Then we went around to shop for Pcc and Chester's formal shirt. Took quite awhile cause abit hard to decide which was the best. After buying Pcc and Ches' shirt, it's watch time!!! =p. Quite cool hor? watch and time? Okay, sorry, back to the point. Wa, we went from shops to shops like a monkey swinging from a tree to another =p. Sorry abit high ar lol. All 5 of us bought the same watc by accident. Haha! Actually it's just chester and pcc bah. Atfirst the 2 of them went to Shop A and bought 2 watches with the same design but 1's black and the other's white. Then Brandon Zy and I bought ours at Shop B. Same design, 2 black 1 white. And when we compared, all of them are actually the same, haha! lol.

After shopping, Zy went to meet his 'good friend' while brandon, chest, pcc and me went back to simei. Upon reaching simei, Pcc went home while Brandon and I went to chester's place cause he wanna show us his blazer as he didn't know that it was a blazer and wanted us to confirm it lol.
After that went home liao lor lol.

Aiya, That's about all la, I'm lazy to blog sia. I'm suppose to be sleeping. So tired. And i think i typed too much rubbish already lol. Can't help but to be specific and detailed lol. Good night.
So excited about tomorrow! =).

Summary On The Things We Have Bought.
Chester - Formal Shirt(1) Watch (1)
Cheng Chuen - Formal Shirt (1) Watch (1) Ring (1)
Zheng Yang/Brandon - Watch (1 each)
Me! - Jeans (1) Watch (1)

29o1o7 <3. Next time i bring you go see your watch. Hope you'll like it. Got butterfly de =).

Flunked O Level Chinese Oral Examination

2008-06-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

Sigh, lol. Yup, like what my title says, i think i seriously flunked my O elvel MT oral. Did you fare as well as i expected it to be. Too nervous until don't know what to say. There goes by distinction for MT. Sian ar! I don't want to retake leh, need to waste time studying for it again -.- abit lame.

Want to celebrate also no mood to celebrate. Atleast today's friday and i get to drum tomorrow. But seriously speaking, drumming in church seems very boring now. Like always playing the same few songs and so much restriction. I want a play to 'stretch my wings' eg. Yamaha, Alumni Band etc. . . But hard la, need to focus on studies.

My dad actually wants to send me to Australia to take up a Degree on Drumming. So cool right? Lol, i have never even heard of a degree in drumming before lol. Actually it's more like a degree on music la, but who cares? Lol. I want to be a Professional Drummer. Atleast play in a proper band at places like pubs and clubs or concerts. But atleast i still get to play every sunday for service so that my skills wouldn't get rusty. Trying to do all kinds of funny pattern lol. You know la, if always play the same song comfirm bored one mah, so might as well try something new lol. Pardon my broken english, just got a sudden urge to type like that lol.

Recently started liking those old songs. E.g. N Sync, Backstreet Boys. Suddenly find their songs very nice lol. Looks like its retro time lol. It's funny when you look at them dancing all those retro moves lol. Quite cute la, atleast they were popular at that time lol.

I want someone to do my blogskin for me, cause im not quite familar with all these HTML stuff. I want to add a Wishlist at the side. Anyone care to help? =) (zhuzhu? =p)

29o1o7<3. All the best for chinese on Monday. Don't be nervous, and just speak crap lol. =p.

My Blog Is Revived!

2008-06-25T18:44:00.004+08:00

Wow, i just found out that i haven't been blogging for 8 months already lol. Right...for some updates. I'm in Secondary 4 now taking my Os. Hm, life has been somehow quite smooth for me? Just that need to take good care of my fat zhuzhu =p. No la, you're not fat la, hehe. But i must say that i have to switch on my 'engine' and start working hard for my Os and improve on my subjects. Especially Maths lol. I did not really do very well for my Mid-Year.

Here's my results :
English - C6
Mother Tongue - C6
Mathematics - C6
Combine Science - B3
Principle Of Accounts - A1
Combine Humanities - Fantastic 9.
L1B2R2 - 22
L1R5 - 31

Lol, some of you must be thinking, "where got people's L1R4 and L1R5's gap so far one lol." Well, 'amazing' but true, lol. This is a rather common experience by almost all my fellow classmates. I have to admit, some of them, and i mean some, can really do well for Combine Humanities. While the majorities, like me, often score Fantastic 9 or the best they can go is either Elite 8 or Dominating 7, lol. Quite sad thou.

That's why i serious have to pull up my socks and try to improve my Maths and Chinese to atleast B4 and A2. Atleast then can secure a place in poly, or atleast my dream course =p. But i'm still worry about steph, i want to do well, but at the same time hope that her results would improve also.

2 days from now would be my O level Mother Tongue Oral Examination. Need to speak chinese with steph already, even our chinese teacher has instructed me to help her with chinese, but i don't know how to leh. Think the only thing i can do now is really to just converse with her using chinese and hopefully she'll reply using chinese also lol.

Frankly speaking, i'm quite nervous but at the same time excited about it lol. Actually i seriously want to score an A1 for my Chinese. But it just seems so far right now. I think i didn't fare very well for my Chinese Paper 1 and 2. Haix lol. Oh well, think im going to retake it again.

Wa, 7 o'clock show start liao lol. I'll try to blog next time, hopefully soon lol. Kinda like blogging lol, since i haven't been doing it for 8 months lol.

I hope by reviving my blog, i wouldn't invite any other unnessasary problems or conflicts lol.

29o1o7<3. Your pig!!!! lol. Sorry very high ar lol. All the best for you chinese on monday. Yao Jiang Hua Yu okay? lol

So Long Did Not Update

2007-10-25T14:26:00.000+08:00

It has been a super duper long time ever since i've start blogging lol. Lets see, about 1 month plus already, cause really very busy with school work and alot of things to do. Kk, lets update alittle.

End Of Year Examination
This End of year can say quite slack bah lol. Almost everyday play soccer, crossfire and all that lol. Oh btw, Crossfire is the name of a LAN shop lol. But my results still not bad leh =p. Actually i did worked very very hard for this examination cause i really want to do well and make my parents proud, make steph proud and most importantly, make God proud of me. Show my parents and God that i can cope with my studies despite having a relationship with another girl. I really wanna thank God and also give him all the praise and honour for my results. He really helped me alot and has granted me the results which i deserve. 6 in class, 37 in level lol...considered not bad liao wor. I heard got some award to take, for top 25% in school. YAY! =D lol.

Went to Ngee Ann Poly for some stock challenge thing on Monday and Tuesday. Monday was super super boring la...lasted so long somemore. Whole day listening to them talk talk talk and talk. So super sian lor, haix, wanna sleep also cannot, the people there will scold. 4 plus then reach school -.- really regretted going. Then while we were at Ngee Ann, a few of us decide that we comfirm the next day wont be coming here again cause today was really terrible. But in the end lol, we still came cause our group need to take part in the stock challenge. My group consist of Liyan, Fiffi and Me. The people there say need to mix group, thus Liyan and Fiffi picked me lor, the top POA student =X =p.

Second day was super duper fun lol. First day super boring, second day super fun. Time passes so slow sia lol, cause we were are very busy reading newspaper article and looking out to buy or sell our stocks. Its really cool cause its almost like the real world when people play with stocks. I think our group scored the highest among the school, which is so cool =p. The lunch and breakfast which they provide really cannot make it lol, not nice de. But we still have to eat, cause by the time its lunch time, we were starving to death already lol. So we eat whatever food that they have. Our team name, KFC. Slogan - We'll Keep your Fortune Coming. Cool rite? lolx, i think de leh =p.

I Skipped school on Wednesday cause dont feel like going hehe. In the morning i was like super bored sia...nothing to do de. Then my mom see me so bored then she ask me if I wanna go orchard with her to do some things. So i agreed lor, happy sia lol. At first i told her that i wanna buy shoe cause my current shoe abit spoil liao. I told her i wanna go Far East Plaza and buy cause steph told me that theres alot of shoes there, so we went there. Atfirst when we alight at the mrt station, we still finding the place. After awhile we decided to eat KFC lol cause both of us hungry. The problem comes, where is KFC? haha so funny sia. The both of us just anyhow walk walk and after 5 minutes, YAY! we found KFC! =D. Then we quickly eat.

After eating, we continue to 'hunt' for FEP. When we walked out of KFC, we spot this huge sign above which says, 'Fast East Plaza'. Haha, the my mom and I was like laughing untill siao la lol, cause the both of us actually wanted to find KFC only, who knows, we also found FEP lol. So we went in and shop shop awhile. Atfirst we only wanted to find my shoe, who knows, once we step in, i already saw so many so many clothings which are so attractive lol. I just couldnt resist the temptation. So in the end, instead of buy my shoe, i bought a $49 shirt lol. But got discount, so only cost $44 =p. Shoe other day then find bah, there the shoe all so expensive, see already so sian.

Today went to school for PE and Pizza lol. Ms Ng relief our class for PE and she ordered Pizza for us because she next year not teaching us liao. So just treat us lor. Yummy Canadian Pizza lol.

Kk, now at home le. Waiting for my sweetheart to come back from her science centre trip. I miss you dear, hope you did enjoy yourself. I Love You =)

11 September 2007

2007-09-11T20:04:00.000+08:00

Went to school today feeling very sick and stress lol...im literally and physically sick. Recently i keep getting headaches and 'black outs'. Keep on stoning for nothing and what worst is that i feel like i can faint any moment. Like what happened last friday when i was on the MRT train.

I know some people might not like it bah i still want to say, i really need JESUS in my life...if not my life would be destroyed. Im so sick and tired of being afraid that others might get unhappy if i mention things about Jesus. If not happy then just stay away from me then, sorry if i dont sound nice, my emotions are not very stable now.

Without being right with God, my everything seems wrong. Whatever i do is disaster, my life starts changing, i become more and more worldy, not Christian like. Instead of being different, i behave just like any other teenages or even worst. MY LIFE IS IN A MESS NOW! I NEED JESUS! ='(

I want someone to listen to me, i want to just explode myself to someone. I really want someone to just be here for me when i need him/her, dont have to be 100% around, but atleast listen to my craps for awhile. But right now i cant do it, i've lost my freedom of speech. So many so many things i cant say, im afraid to say. I dont wanna make people unhappy. AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I regretted telling that lie, i really did...i shouldnt have turned from God, i shouldnt have choose this path. I should have continue praying for steph to get saved instead of ignoring the fact that shes a non-christian. But she is a very very very good girl and i Love her extremely much. To me, her behaviour and attitude might even be better than other christians. And i dont mind just being together with her my entire life, i seriously dont feel that shes affecting my walk with God. Only thing is that i cant get very very spiritual because she would give me that look and then she will start feeling uneasy inside. Maybe thats a kind of hinder? I dunno lar...im so so palia fed up now.

I know if steph is reading this post, she would most probably be crying again and hurting inside. I dare block this because not many people have access to my blog. I just wanna tell you that i love you very very much and im just venting

29o1o7 <3. I really love you alot alot thats why we are still together

No more freedom

2007-09-10T18:39:00.000+08:00

Yup, my title says it all, no more freedom. No more freedom to speak whatever i want, no more freedom to do whatever i want. Stress, Work, loads of Work, is tying me down. Ever since that day when i announced that news, i lost my freedom of speech, i cannot say whatever i want. I am no longer a free man...instead, i need to live everyday fearing that someone would expose my secret.

This kind of life really sucks man...but no choice. I have to admit and confess, i told a lie...and i felt the consequences of it already. I've been tied down by the lie, it has prevented me from saying whatever i like, speaking out the truth. Leaving me no choice but to even do this to my blog. Only people whom i've invited can read my blog...i really got no choice. Im so damn sick of this...sometimes i do regretted telling that lie...but i really had no choice...i have to please everybody. I know all i need is to please God so that my rewards are in Heaven. But how can i not please everyone so that i can have a better life on Earth before having eternal life in Heaven.

Even while im blogging about this...im afraid...im afraid that anyone thats not allowed to be in my blog happens to gain access to it. Haix.

I really have alot of things to do...Art, holiday homework, tuition homework. Whats worst is that, theres Art lesson and tuition tomorrow. This is really driving me crazy, i wanna just quit tuition but im afraid i might need it to pull my maths results up. But im somehow confident of advancing to Secondary 4 express next year. But at the same time i dont wanna be over confident. Life is getting harder and harder for me.

Whats even worst is that everyday when im in school, i need to face some, actually its A, sickening classmate which thinks he's Mr Popular but the fact is that everyone dislikes him. He is nothing but a big bully who only knows how terrorises other smaller size people. Haix, enough of him bah...maybe next time i'll scold more =p. Im tired now...gotta go sleep le.

29o1o7 <3. I Love you, my dearly beloved =)

Common Test Week

2007-08-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! finally im hardworking enough to blog liao lolx, actually theres so many times when i wanna blog de but due to my lazyness i did not blog =p.

Monday
Kkz, Monday had english paper...stress sia, cause like don't know Mrs Ang will give which topic but thank God im quite stable bah. Incident Writing came out...but i had no confidence in scoring cause this is like the first time im doing it on my own without teacher's help. But in the end when i got back my paper i manage to score 19/30 which is like the 2nd in class. Quite sad hor, my class de english standard lol.

Tuesday
Its MT and Chemistry paper today lol. MT paper very very hard sia lol crappy lor...i only spent time on doing the comprehension, the rest of the MCQs i just write any number i like without even looking at the questions lolx =p. In the end scored 31/60 for MT and again, i think my class has less than 15 people that passed lolx.

Chemistry paper was quite easy and i was aiming for a distinction but when teacher announced the results, i only manage to score 34.5/50 for it. Then i was kinda disapppointed, i see the way the teacher mark like so strict lor...abit abit dont give marks liao...haix. But when i was checking through the papers, i spot some marking error and decided to approach teacher see if can lucky lucky get some marks anot and indeed! lol, i manage to get another 1 1/2 marks, increasing my marks to 36/50. Lol, shiok sia, manage to meet my target =p.

At night, went to meet Guo Zhong then go Wenda's house downstair study. Lol, skipped tuition cause don't feel like going so just anyhow give an excuss lor lolx. Quite fun studying with them, GuoZhong, Xuwei, Nico, Zhen Yang. I taught them alittle on POA also =p.

Wednesday
Today's papers, Social Studies and POA. Despite studying so hard 1 day before the paper, i still failed my Social Studies...haix, 6/25. I just don't understand sia, the questions are all so hard and need to infer this and infer that lol, troublesome =X.

As for POA, i manage to top the class, hehe. 40/40, my results for POA lolx...which is also full marks lor =p. Praise God man, for guiding me through the test and when i was studying for the test. Praise the Lord, Oh my Soul, Praise the Lord.

Atnight when to 201 Macdonals to study for the next day's Physics test with GuoZhong, Nico and WeiWei. Weiwei taught me some things which i did not understand in the past but now i do lol...thanks man... Normally is I teach him, this time is he teach me lol. Cause he said his tuition teacher went through with him so he understand everything liao. But actually we only studied for awhile cause while we were studying, we saw some CornerStone people there also, and they were holding on to a basketball. As usual, we got distracted after we saw the ball lol, so we decided to borrow from them the ball and play and the sent me to borrow the ball but i was quite reluctant cause like very paiseh. Then i found out from Dawn that they were actually going to celebrate Liang Hui's birthday. Then they say they going to Simei CC to play basketball then cannot lend us the ball.

After that we just walk to the basketball court and see if anyone can lend us the ball anot but in the end no people. Awhile later, Andrew and Amos walk to the basketball court with a ball and ask us if we wanna play together with them, so we just agreed lor, after all we were desperatly looking for a ball for us to play. Had fun sia lol...after awhile, the rest of them came liao and we played 5 vs 5. Me, GZ, XW, Nico and Andrew VS 5 of them. That night was really very fun...it really felt great hanging out with them. Feel so family lol...i thank God for them man ;)

Thursday
Phyics paper today!!! lol. The paper was okay okay la, not say very difficult nor very easy, quite average and thanks to Xuwei, i managed to understand alot of the formulas and apply them. Scored 30/50 for physics.

Went for Yamaha at night...lesson today was very very cool lor...learnt alot of new stroking and only Sheryl and I understood what was going on, the rest were all lost lolx...so cute sia them. But because of 1 of the students, we are progressing very slowly...which is like so bored. Teacher need to spend extra time just to teach him then waste alot of our time...haix, lol.

Stress sia, did not manage to study anything for maths cause was busy the whole day, so i decided to go to school and ask the maths pros in school.

Friday
Maths paper...stress stress!!!! totally no time to do the paper lor...teacher's marking also so strict. In the end scored 16/40 for maths, yes, i failed =(. But atleast today was the last paper!!! yay!!! lolx...super happy after that. But got art lesson...wa i seriously dont like art sia...it never fails to make me feel super duper stressed up. Plus, my art seriously sucks lor...Art and I just doesnt get along well, haix.

After that got cell group at Milton's house...wa kao, Jurong sia...i need to leave house super early just to make it for cell group...haix. but cell group was cool lar lol quite fun. After that jiu went home and sleep liao...too tired lol.

Kkz, end of blogging, hehe, i'll continue next time then =p.

Updates

2007-08-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

Its has been like exactly a month ever since i've updated my blog cause of some crappy reasons that i cannot update and also don't know what to update so that its the right thing. But i was kind of motivated by Hongyu lol...cause he just started blogging and asked me about some questions about blogger, so i just helped lor...hehe quite fun actually. Anyway, thats how i got this sudden urge to blog.

Life so far...hm...okay okay lor...everything seems smooth when God's around with me, this is seriously very true, 'Seek My kingdom and righteousness and all other things will be added unto you'. I feel something missing thou...not God, something else...

Today's the start of the common test and everything seems so slack at my side lol. I think im going to fail my english paper cause i did not memorise the format well...haix, too bad bah...lets see how the teacher marks...who knows, i might stand a chance to pass lol.

So far, my results are considered to be quite stable i think...recent class tests had somehow encouraged me and at the same time motivated me to want to do better. I do hope i wont get over confident. My chemistry's results are begining to drop liao...no more full marks or a few marks to full. I seriously wanna get a distinction for my combine science, maths, poa and also chinese for this common test. If i can do it then im quite stable to advance to Secondary 4 express next year. But i somehow feel that my english results are also dropping, not sure if im just being paranoid or whether its true. Well, the final outcome will be shown after this common test.

Went to zhen yang's house today after school to 'study' but ended up watching them play dota lol...oh well, kind of expected that would happen hehe...after all i go home also nothing to do...might as well just go lor. Had fun with zhen yang, wilson and hongyu lol...after that around 5 plus went to meet the rest at block 149 cause they went to chester's house to 'study' also but ended up playing maple...haha lol. Went to play childish at the blancing pole...so funny lar lol, everyone was like trying to balance and walk on the pole lol but in the end nobody succeeded lol. So at last, we all went home...=).

Tomorrow's paper, MT and Chemistry but im actually forcusing more on Social Studies cause i feel that my SS very weak. haix...Mrs Ho havent return our Chem class test to us yet...then i cannot study. Sian sia lolx...oh well, tmr then see how bah. Im ending now...although i feel very uneasy over a certain thing but im trying to forget about it, but which side should i be on? Its seems so far now...should i make the decision to move or not...i hope that God show me the way on which side i should be at bah.

Im done blogging...YEAH MAN!!! finally can finish a proper post =p

long time no blog

2007-07-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

It has been like 2 weeks ever since i've blogged lol, kkz my art is finally done!!! yay, so happy. After 28 days of hard work...finally pull through. Now i have more time for other things and don't have to wake up at 3:30am in the morning to do my art already lol.

This week wasnt very good cause alot of things happened and i was too caught up with so many things. Steph and i wasnt feeling very good also...so many things for us to worry and think about. But im glad overall the both of us still can know how to separate life with school, so we still can concentrate on studies despite facing problems and stuffs.

I kinda enjoy lesson time cause im seated infront thus i can play attention and at the same time chit chat with a few good friends. Don't know when we started this, but a few of us that is sitting infront have been bringing snacks to school lol, quite cool thou, then every morning got snacks to eat lol. Special thanks to Valarie, Liyan, Sining and Myself hehe, the suppliers.

These few days have been chatting alot with Liyan during lesson time cause both of us share the same problems, steph and i, she and kaisen. So we tend to always chit chat about this issue lor...but during class still got study de hor...think im getting full marks for my POA test again =p. But chem test super sian...no full marks, atmost only 20 plus/25, haix, i aim full marks de leh...haix.

29o1o7 <3. must endure through!

Recent Days

2007-07-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

Went to school as usual, got caught for hair on monday. Suppose to get suspended but in the end requested for Mr Nahar to cut for us. Actally Mr Nahar quite good de bah, he once compliment me that actually i look so much nicer in long hair...but due to school rules, he needs to cut my hair. im kind of don't mind like how my hair looks like already la...kenna caught and cut too many times lol...as long as i look presentable and not weird jiu okay liao lol.

School work...hm, still can cope bah, new POA teacher very good...can see that he has the heart to want to teach. Unlike my previous POA teacher, Mr Wee, comes into class and talk crap with us only...oh ya, and teach us how to buy stocks =.= haha.

Maths, haix totally can cope in school....but thank God im attending tuition...thus my maths is kind of improving already...good good lol. Art, kao...making me wanna vomit blood, i just bought the A2 board home to paint...haix...guess im gonna have a hard time now lol...end of 2nd week liao and my art is not even half done...and im suppose to hand in by the end of week 4...haix...DIE DIE!!

Thanks to recent bible studies with er zi/mummy/sister, i've manage to grad hold of some food for my spiritual body...which has been so weak for the past dunno how many weeks. Im almost like dying but i choose to cling on God despite feeling so weak...cause i personally feels that my life is better off DEAD if i dun have God with me or around when i need Him.

Last week was not good cause quarreled with steph like almost everyday...maybe not quarrel la...it like sometimes i dun feel well...meaning i get emo either that or sometimes she gets emo lor...but i've never blame her for like getting emo before i think...cause quite natural bah...although i prefer girls to be more cheerful and less emo so that theres not much of a tension...but its fine bah...since im like so serious about her and stuff. But like they say, yu guo tian qing, after the rain, the sun will still come out...so now both of us quite okay le lor...=)

29o1o7 <3. LYSM

Dislike Days Without School

2007-07-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

I found out that actually, holidays can be quite boring sometimes...especially when theres nothing on and you get stuck at home alone.

Haix, today's youth day so dunnid go to school...but then i 1 person at home even more sian lor...steph went wild wild wet with her friends le...throw me one person at home, *humph* lol just kidding.

Morning woke up and ate Maggie Mee for breakfast...kao, so sad rite? lol...then played GTA until now...my PS2 had been on for like close to 9 hours already...my life is like so dead now. My life as a christian has been so non-christian...totally sucks...how i wish im the kind that can deny my flesh and stuff...and not stay in my comfort zone?

Had bible study last week...was so cool lor...havent fed on anything for weeks...and finally i get to eat some solid bread. i kind of look forward to the next bible study...hoping to get more food.

Not sure if im going out later anot...wait for sms lor...well i do hope can go out...but at the same time...im scared...hate seeing couples =X lol.

29o1o7 <3. wish back the good old days.

School Reopened

2007-06-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

It has been 3 days since school reopen already...can say so far so good bah...studies still can cope...in school also quite happy bah...but if only the amount of gossiping around people would go lesser. School was fun so far...cause did not get caught for hair lol...muahahaa...but too bad...was given a first was warning today -.- so i'll be cutting it tmr le...gonna miss my hair...oh well...can grow de la lol...no point kicking up such a big fuss. I think my black dye gonna drop off and soon, my red hair would be back...cause a few friends of mine already starting to spot my red hair liao lol...oh well...walk one step count one step lor.

Tomorrow taking height and weight le...muahahaha plus 10 kg on me and im still not over weight...aiming for 58kg now...maybe i should'nt work-out on my muscles...cause im just cutting fats but gaining more muscles...which causes my weight to increase...crap lor. and i just had a heavy dinner =( haix...atleast 62 or 63 tomorrow lol...oh well...nvm la...i dun care =D.

Kkz, this paragraph is for Tan Sining cause she ask me to blog about her -.- so i just anything lor lol...kinda nice having her sitting beside me during class cause got people to chit chat with and also help me with some things. Thanks for waking me up today by kicking my table lol...cause teacher was calling my name but i was dead asleep in class. Anyway, saw you during holidays lol...still so 'tall' =x. kkz, all the best for your studies then...oh ya...and also thanks for helping me pass things to steph during recess lolx...=p.

29o1o7 <3. 2 more days, this time you sms la lol=)

19 Of June

2007-06-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

Went school in the morning to discuss library stuff with Chee Kiat and Mrs Serene Goh about library camp's stuff. Saw zhen yang, xusheng and dong liang in school also...played basketball with them for awhile cause was still early. After that Mrs Serene Goh came and we started the camp discussion...actually cheekiat and i was not allowed into the library cause we were wearing home clothes...but after further persuading, Miss Boey finally allowed us to go in...lol.

Stayed in school for like 1 hour plus bah...after that Mrs Goh gave us $10 for lunch...lol so good...so cheekiat and i decide to go to east point footcourt to eat western. On our way there, we met guo zhong and xinyi hehe they look kinda sweet...seeing them like that i have to confess that erm...i was abit envy...how come other people can so sweet then...erm nvm. As i was saying, me and cheekiat went footcourt but cant find any seats, so we went to the kopitiam but then western not open and i dont want to eat fastfood...so we went to walk around East Point for awhile then went back to footcourt to find seats and thank God, we manage to find one that is near the western stall so we sat down...i went to order food and cheekiat, drinks.

After eating, cheekiat said he wanna go play arcade at tampines mall...so i agreed to go with him...i got this feeling to call steph if she want me to meet her cause she going out with wan qin...i so damn regretted doing that...stupid feeling...

So i went to tm's arcade with cheekiat...he played but i didnt cause totally moodless...play until like 3 plus then we decided that we want to go home...then i asked him if he wanna come my house play PS2, so he agreed and we proceeded to my house...and we played PS2 until 4:50 then he left my house. I went to wash my hair after that and went to meet guo zhong at interchange mac cause this is the first day of our tuition...so cool sia lol...first time having tuition. But both of us not very familiar with the place...so we end up spending 10 minutes just to find that place.

The tuition was not bad la...teacher can teach and is also quite friendly...classmates abit quiet well i find that its a good thing bah...even if they wanna talk also no chance for them to talk cause too many maths questions to do liao lol. 1 and a half hour passed so quickly lol maybe cause i was too busy using my brain until i forgot the time lol. Teacher gave us abit of homework before we left.

After tuition guozhong and i wanted to take bus to 201 and eat so we went to wait at a busstop for Bus 291. After 15 minutes...we saw two Bus 293 passed us...so we were wondering how come Bus 291 so long still havent come...then i went to check...alamak!!! that busstop dont have Bus 291 lor...lol and we waiting there dumb-ly for like 15 minutes in the end we went to find 1 nearby coffee shop and ate our dinner there lol. We talked about alot of stuff also...mostly is about bgr and gossip about who and who together and all that lolx...wa...he and xin yi another few more days than 1 year liao lolx...congratz to them sia. After that we took bus and went to our respective homes liao.

Although i was busy the whole day, my mood wasn't very good because of some stuff...

29o1o7 <3. trying to continue

My Weekend

2007-06-18T13:04:00.000+08:00

Sunday

As usual, played for church service today...only difference is that, i removed the rim thing from the drum...allow it to produce a metalic sound which sounded very very nice...muahaha. Who says my church de drum cannot produce good music lol. After service, i went to LEC to help out with tele-match cause they needed some youths to help out with the crowd control, team leading and stuff. I have to say this man...THE KIDS LOVES ME!!! lol...can tell how much they enjoyed my presence =p lol so bhb hor? lol.

Went to sentosa with lifeworks after that...some of us were late...so sorry...din not mean to cause need to help up at LEC...we proceeded to Siloso beach after everyone had arrived and is ready to move off...the weather was terrific that day...like abit want to rain but never rain that kind, so its very cooling. Somemore the beach got so many bikini babes, saw some ang mohs also =xxx [hope i wont get scolding for this] Got chance to wear the new basketball pants which i bought on friday...$29 sia!!! dun wear wasted lol...but i like it alot la...atleast they have the colour that i wanted...black!! lol.

We started off with a game of frisbee, the game was abit...erm quick? lol cause my team all pro de mah...lol...totally trashed the other team lor...within 1 minute can score liao =p. we trashed them like 14 - 1? lol...after that our dear referee kan bu guo qu already haha so he suggested that we have a switch of team members cause we really too strong liao...muahaha got me in the team sure win de mah!!! lol...after switching team, i was seperated from a few better players...BUT! my team still manage to score the first shot lol...thanks to me =p no la kidding...thanks to all of my team mates.

After frisbee we break for awhile...then continued with soccer...beach soccer lol...i didnt really enjoyed it as much as frisbee cause im not really a soccer person but overall it was still ok la lol. After that wen to 7-11 with Iceman and Amos to buy drinks...kao...sentosa de 7-11 is much more expensive than other 7-11 outlets lor...coke 1 bottle $2 =.= palia sia lol. So i bought a super big glub...everybody can share mah lol...i drank abit...then go re-fill abit haha...so bad sia...and i kind of stole something =x. Not really stole la...but i took a cracker...ok la i admit...I've sinned.

Abit dont feel like blogging le sia lol...is got things to blog about but just dont have the kind of mood to blog...and i do hope someone can help me look for a nice blogskin and edit it or somehow...i've been finding it for a few weeks already but still cannot find a nice one...haix...and 1 more thing...school holidays ending soon le...sian sia...like past so fast...super sian lor and i havent went out enough le =p

Happy Fathers Day! =D

29o1o7 <3. too ="p

The Dark Side Of My Past

2007-06-12T09:55:00.000+08:00

Kkz, decided to blog despite the fact that im not feeling well as in not sick that kind...not feeling well emotionally lol...YAY! emo period...but i'll be fine after awhile...i guess? have to depends on things that goes around me. I tend to get childish when im emo lol...sad to say...but yar...i wish i could grow out of this fast if not whats the point of being childish sia...

Im kind of alittle crazy right now...got a kind of want-to-explode feeling inside me...so im trying to explode it out...cause i dun feel good when it is stuck inside me...lolx see whose the unlucky person that would be calling my handphone lor...sure kenna scolding by me...but the next time i meet him will treat drinks la lol...xin ku le ar...lol...but atleast can get drinks from me right...lol.

This exploding feeling is making me alittle high...oh ya...i still remembered around 2 years back i had this anger management problem...but ofcouse now its so much better la...and ya...everytime i get angry, i'll launch the demon inside me...and when i say demon, i really mean it. I'll turn into a different person and gives everybody a hard time lol...cause they had to like pin me down and pray for me...i dunno wad i should call it...hm...demon-possesed?

Its like an animal that is cage inside me...and everytime i get angry, i'll open the cage myself and the animal would come and take over me...sounds ridiculous rite? lol well my church friends and cousins experienced it before...they find it ridiculous too i think...how can christian get control by demon? hm i dunno also leh...unless the christian allow it to happen? Atfirst it was not so bad...cause i can choose whether to allow that thing to come out...but the more i allow it, the more i cant control it and it got worst. It tends to come out frequently and my mood, my behaviour, my actions and my expression would start to change. I'll get very umcomfortable whenever i hear a Pastor speaking or the Word of God and i will just run out of church...it happened many times before...then my cousins would come out and drag me in again and start praying for me lol. Kkz, if anyone finds it ridiculous or dont believe me, you can stop reading...as if im pointing a gun at you.

First my right hand would start to shake by itself...thats something like a 'warning' to show that its coming out, after that before i know it, it gets control over me and i turn violent. i would start hitting floor and walls, something hard to vent my anger...but the problem is i dont even know wad im angry about...its just the kind of explosion feeling. And the amazing part is that i wont feel any pain...lol...how nice if i use it on human rite? =xx. It usually happens for quite a long time...depending on how well the person is praying for me lol. And when im done venting or should i say, when that 'thing' stops, i'll get very very tired and weak...so weak that i cant even move.

It only occurs either in church or when my church friends are around...but there was once, it happened in school. I was angry with one of my classmate cause he was sitting behind me but kept disturbing me...was very irritated but he dont know. And my right hand starts to shake...but i really did not want it to happen...cause i know in school no one can pray for me...and after awhile, that thing took over. I turned back, hold my hand on his table and i threw the whole thing at him...lolx and he flew backwards on his chair...thank God hes not seriously injured...and that 'thing' stopped after that...phew...lucky it did not continue...my classmates were stund to see me acting this way...cause all along im the gentle kind de =p.

This 'thing' bothered me for like 5-6 months...until 1 day, a Pastor from some country came to our church to give a sermon...and when he gave the altar call and again, my cousins drag me to the front and the pastor prayed for me...and ofcouse i struggled cause the 'thing' inside me doesnt want to go to the front...and the pastor prayed for me. I became fine after that day...but also because of that day, my whole church know i got this problem..except my parents cause they wont in church that day...so heng lol...lucky they never see their own son turning into something else.

Haix...cant deny the fact that im missing you now. But at the same time im also confused...im confused if we should still continue cause im totally not a good guy...my weaknesses and bad points make me sucks and i feel that i dun deserve you? thats y im always asking if u still wanna continue. Despite all these can u still love me? wanted to tell you that i really enjoyed going out with u yesterday...love my every moment spent with you...

29o1o7 <3. still loving you.

My Holidays Part 2

2007-06-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

Kkz, time to continue from where i left off back to talking about my holidays...

3rd-8th of May

I was sick for straight 6 days...suffered from gastric flu and headache haix...then zhuzhu kept asking me to go see doctor but i got this feeling that even if i go see doctor also no use cause just felt that im cursed =x. Forget about it, bad week for me lol...

Monday. I stayed at home whole day, palia sian lor...haix, cause the next day got maths remedial so dont feel like going anywhere. So actually got nothing to blog about actually lol.

Tuesday. Went to meet zhong, yang2 and leo at 201 mac...they ate but i didnt, cause i sick mah...and after they ate we go school for maths remedial le lor...lol step in only saw some classmates liao...well, thank God i can still walk into school without being held back at the security post and question about my red hair lol. Mr Neo came and saw me...then he congratz me on my hair...then i so diao lor =.= after maths remedial i went to kfc with friends...then after that zhong called his mom to come pick him up from school cause his father just bought her a car...lol...his mom is aka my Gan Ma...well...thats wad i call her la lol...and she shun bian send me home also...haha...thanks Gan Ma =D. Then i spent my whole day at home liao =.=

Wednesday. Went to school again...but this time was because of library meeting hehe which means i never go for maths remedial =xxx lol...Mr Neo will forgive me de la...hor? need to play for library camp...quite slack actually haha...im quite....looking forward to it bah cause got all the rest of the sec 4s and 5 around...lol...but also quite stressful sia, cause if plan until not good then sure kenna shoot by them lol. After planning, cheekiat and I went to WhiteSand library for cip again...but this time i not feeling well lor...haix...headache killing me...totally cant concentrate on my job...but i still manage to endure through 5 hours of slack work =x lol.

Thursday. Super sian in the morning lol cause nothing on mah. Around 3 plus Louis msn me...asked me if he can come over to plau PS2...shun bian return my 50 over games back to me lol, ofcouse i agreed la, so bored at home alone lol. he came over and we play Red Fraction but can only play for awhile leh cause i got Yamaha after that. School was fun sia lol...cause last few minutes teacher allowed us to jam with him...he played a song 'Dani California' by Red Hot Chili Peppers. very fun to play sia haha...the rest of my classmates was abit blur, guess they never played a song before lol, but it was fine with me. Maybe cause im use to playing for church already...so i kind of know when to do a roll and when to clash and whens the chorus coming. Had a great time jamming with teacher today =). After that went to eat with mom and dad. Dad ordered carrot cake for me...which caused my gastric flu to worsen the next day =.=

Friday. Like what i mentioned, i suffered from extreme gastric flu today...it was so bad that my mom had to drag me to the doctor so i had no choice lor. Doctor gave me some medicine to eat then after that jiu okay liao. but then i stayed at home whole day lor...din even got chance to go to national library and do cip sian lor lol...then cannot eat too oily food kao which is like alot of things cannot eat la....sian sia lol. Went to meet Gougou for dinner at 201 and then Joel smsed me if i want to go to his house and play boardgames den i said okay lor...but i lazy to go back home...so i ask him if can stay over anot...and he said okay...YEAH! At first when i just reach abit sian...cause he was doing ironing =.= then i wait to see if got anything to do anot...then i spot the new bike that hes father bought...behind can sit somebody somemore...so i ask jo if he wants to go night cycling...i cycle he just sit behind can liao haha. We had a long chat that night...talk about church stuff and also update each other about our lives and problems lor...went back his house at about 11 plus...by then can sleep liao lol...so we went home and slept lor...i sleep living room lol...considerate wad me =p.

Saturday. Morning woke up ended up on the floor =.= i think i rolled down myself...oh well, not the first time anyway used to it liao lol. watched tv for like 3 hours lor after that then dad come pick me home and we bath then after that go church for music practice. Yay and i got my chance to eat the Pai Gu Mian at my favourite stall near my church...wa...they sell the best Pai Gu Mian lor...to me la lol. After music practice was youth service liao lor lol.

After service when to eat at suntec...but! this time no KFC wor...muahaha i broke the custom cause i cannot eat too oily food mah....so i dragged the whole gang with me to food court. the food also not bad lor...atleast its not fast food lol. On the way to suntec, lol...i was being 'interrogate' by yizhen and milton...keep asking me stuff about zhuzhu... like what hers name or hows me and her already...i can only run away from reality lor lol...die die dont want to answer but in the end yizhen managed to guessed her name...thanks to Iceman...crap de lor...and Amos lol both of them 'Eat Inside Help Outside' instead of defending me they help Yizhen to tackle me...how nice of my own Klan members lol. Fine lor...nowadays always kenna teased by them...cant believe i actually blushed wa!!! lol stress sia...Yizhen see me blush still so happy...sick rite? lol.

After dinner, most of them had to leave cause got Leaders Retreat then left Milton, Amos , Iceman and Me lor...which is part of the KuKu Klan. Decided to go play LAN but quite expensive sia...1 hours 2 dollars...but nvm la long long play one time...atleast i had fun. My counter strike really cannot make it lor lol...but my Dota not so rusty...did a Mega Kill lol...and got killed by some gay ultimate attack =x hehe jkjk. Reached home at around 11 plus then zhuzhu called me and we chatted for awhile...after that ate Mac for supper...wa kao...super fattening sia i myself feel fat...haix...

Thats all bah...i'll blog again next time, got some people ask me blog ownself never blog...haix...=x. kkz zhuzhu, see u tmr =p

29o1o7 <3. dunnid scared la lol.

My Holidays Part 1

2007-06-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

kkz, it has been quite a number of days ever since i blogged...so i decided to blog now lor lolx. can talk about my holidays bah...it has been great i find so far it has been quite fruitful.

Went to national library last wednesday and friday to do my cip hours...not bad sia...5 hours passed so quickly...dunno how come time passes so fast...maybe because i enjoyed it bah lol...and also being with nerd gang they all. everytime got break or after work we would go to the near-by arcade lol everytime is Llyold treat me de, haha ofcouse must treat la i teach him how to drift car leh but dunno why he still dunno. Haix no talent jiu shi no talent =p. and i will still be going there for a few more times to archieve my 30 hours of CIP. Now i only have 15 hours but the rest have 20 already cause last friday i did not turn up due to my gastric flu.

Friday, 1st of June

As usual, i went to WhiteSand Library in the after for my cip until 5pm...then steph told me that shes on her way to downtown east's subway because her sister [Rose] wants to see her boyfriend, Elias, which was working at subway. So i decided to try my luck...see whether can meet her at downtown east anot and to my surprise, she said okay!!! lol...then i very happy. First time can like get near her i think...yar...but on the other hand i quite stress also...asked my friends if they wants to downtown east anot...at first they say want go there walk walk de lor...in the end they reject me but thank God i manage to drag Lloyld with me and he paid for the cab to DTE...muahahah lol.

So we waited for steph, rose and Joan [a childhood friend of theirs] to arrive cause she say she taking MRT back. so while waiting, Llyold decided to go get some food...then okay lor...i follow him...since he so good follow me to DTE...he wanted me to eat with him but i dun want...cause i not very hungry and also dont want to waste money...so in the end he bo bian lor...need to treat me...then i ate reluctantly...lolx...heng ar...not my money...$4:50 sia!! lol.

After that llyold and i decided to walk to the arcade...just nice...we bumped into steph, rose and joan...so qiao lor...then i start to zhong se qing you already lol...me and him followed at the back of the 3 girls...and we arrived at subway...but sat at different tables...can tell that lloyld was very sian...but he totally cannot get along with us...we are too old for him le la =x lol. Then my sweet girl so cute lor...lol...cause she was blushing...and trying to hide her face from me...but i kept looking at her...lol...

After awhile, rose took out some jelly beans which they bought and asked me to guess the colour...wa kao i almost cannot make it lor...thanks to steph i manage to answer some of them right...lol...she hint me de...lol...thanks ar =D. later on...Llyold cannot take the sian-ness liao...keep asking me what time im leaving...and i told him many times that i wont be leaving early...i want to see my zhu zhu la!!! =x. so i lent him 7 dollars to take cab back to his house...muahaha finally my burden gone =xxx. lol so bad right? he was suppose to pei me but when steph came i wanted him to leave asap...but seriously speaking...i dun really like him thou...very irritating and childish...haix...oh well...still young la =x [as if i very old like that lol]

Then i moved to the same table as them...and im sat beside rose, the ah lian lol...joan and steph was sitting oposite us...it kinda felt nice la lol...first time can really sit down with her around...few minutes later...Elias' sister, christine came and sat down with us also...wa...she very cartoon and talkative lor lol...her mouth really cannot stop de lor...haha...but atleast the thing she says also quite funny and understandable la...despite the ang moh qiang...lol...i like interesting people lar...hard to find people with a good sense of humor nowadays maybe cause Singaporeans too act cool and care too much about face le la...and so short tempered lor...easily provoked...haix...sad la lol...

After sitting for like 1 hour plus in subway, steph's mom called and told them to go to whitesand's KFC to meet her for dinner...but i she bu de my zhuzhu...so i asked christine to follow me to whitesand to accompany me so that i can be with my zhuzhu alittle more lol...since christine is so entertaining...and with her around i wont so pai seh lol...then after that walk until kfc then need to part liao...cause her mother was there too...then i came up with this idea of sitting inside kfc also...lol...so me and christine went to sit at kfc...and zhuzhu's mother saw me....haha...heard that she no comments...i assume that its a bad thing...haix lol...then i chatted with christine...until zhuzhu they all left...then we also go le lor...i walked christine back to subway and then i went home le.

Really enjoyed that day cause she was around...hope next time we can really find the time to get together bah...lolx...and this post is just like the Part 1 of what i want to blog only...cause its 2:50 am already and i need to play for service tmr...so want to rest le...i'll continue a new post tomorrow and talk about more stuff about my holiday bah...lol...good nite blog =)

29o1o7 <3. proud of your improvement...LYMAM [guess yourself =p]

4th Month Already.

2007-05-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up need to send message liao...no choice, today 29 =( lol...no la...like i so unhappy like dat...4th month le!! yay! lol...unhappy times like more than happy times sia =X but not bad lol...tahan for 4 months liao...continue to work hard =). Not bad ar...today de message got some people quite sweet ar lol... yesterday night also not bad hor? lol...finally paid back the words that i deserve lol. =X

Today when school for oral examination...thank God i called the general office to check if theres oral...cause our 'dear' sheeming told us that we dun have oral and that we dun have to come to school...

Oral went pretty well for me...the invigilator told me i got 30 plus upon 40 for oral...wa... i was like...kao cher, thats an A1 leh...lol...thanks ar =). whey...dun think its easy to get 30 plus hor...english leh...very easy meh? lol...

After oral, went to play pool at Safra with Zhen Yang, Yongwei, Yih Ming, Guo Zhong, Nico, Xuwei and Jian An...wa super cool sia lol...had alot of fun playing with them...some of them played bowling after that...haha even thou i did not play, i had a great time just by laughing at how their balls clear the drain =X haha lol.

After hanging around Safra [although we are not monkeys...] gz and i went to aunty pauline's place to dye hair. Nico and Yongwei tagged along...well, i guess they were bored la...actually i din really know want to dye which part of my head...wanted to just dye fringe but scared later end up like some gangster...so i dye whole head lor.

I dunno why i choose Orange sia...i just had this feeling...gz choose dark brown...end up like never dye like dat...but mine end up like a disaster and i look like a super gangster...100% qualified. I super regretted...i went emo after that...i no face to go out sia...haix...when i reached home, mom saw me and she was very stunned...i told her i din expect the outcome to be like that also...

Later that night, my mom brought me another dye...ask me to dye myself cause she knows i very upset...aw...i love my mom...shes the greatest and best mom that a teenage can ever have =). so i happily ate my dinner and after that went to dye my hair...i was so nervous...cause i scared the outcome would be worst...BUT NO!!! muahahahaha lol...now i have redish brown hair...super duper happy lor...Thank You Lord! [im serious]. So, my hair transformed from Black -> Orange -> Gold -> Red -> Reddish Brown within 1 day...and i doubt it will just stop there lol...

Kkz...i think i should go sleep now...cause im really very tired...im actually struggling to keep myself awake lor. I feel stupid lol...i noe im tired but yet i still want to blog...lolx...tmr morning still need to wake up and go WhiteSand library to do CIP...kao...

Somemore got some pig rushing me to go sleep...ownself still dun want to sleep haiyo =X.

29o1o7 <3. =)

Things That Happened Before Holidays

2007-05-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

This few days lots of ups and downs lol...quarreled abit...but end up quite fine...so hai hao lor...sorry la...angry with over that issue...we just forget about it bah...later think le not happy again...no point la lol.

Went back from Yamaha yesterday...my theory really cannot make it sia...hard to read notes...i got a female classmate super good at read notes cause shes a Piano Grade 9 -.-...fine lor...lol...but my practical win her...i happy liao =p.

Got back my report book liao...yay got 7 in class and 25 in the whole sec 3 express...but my L1 R4 and L1 R5 very very lousy lor...if i get this marks got O level i dun think even ITE would want me...oh well...i've tried my best already....

Got people happy liao lor...top 10 in whole level lol....3E and 4N standard different la =x lol...but still...lol...congratulations la...lol. well done ar...im happy for you also la lol...dumb mu zhu

Still deciding on what colour to dye on my hair...i want to dye my fringe orange but scared will look very punk...haix...troublesome sia...later go out kenna hoot by people lol. go church kenna scold by they all...haix really abit confuse...i go find Aunty Pauline then see how lor.

Mrs Ang really super duper cute sia lolx...yesterday she came to look for me with that desprate look but she look very cute and she cannot talk too loud cause scared other teachers might hear her... i cant stop laughing sia lol...she want me help her mark some OTAS paper

Mrs Ang- "Wei Silas, interested to earn money during the holidays? i hire you ;)
Me-"hahahaha...see how much u paying me lor...eh...do what first?"
Mrs Ang-"Mark 'some' OTAS paper lor...want anot? i pay you 50 bucks"
Me-"SOME?! you call that some?! lol is super alot lor..."
Mrs Ang-"Thats y im paying you so much mah. shhh dont tell any people leh, i'll get in trouble"
Me-"Ok lor...plus treat lunch hor!"
Mrs Ang-"Wa! u trying to rob me ar? ok la ok la...give me ur contact number. i'll msg you again."

Then today Mdm Roziah also came to look for me to help her do some paper work.

Mdm Roziah-"Silas holiday want to come back help me do some work anot?"
Me-"Got pay money one anot? You know hor...Mrs Ang paying me to help leh"
Mdm Roziah-"I treat you KFC la...hehe"
Me-"Alamak...Cher, dun so cheapstake la...Mrs Ang paying me alot hor"
Mdm Roziah-"How come she paying you? (with that cunning look)"
Me-"Cannot say la...later she chop off my head...cannot cannot..."
Mdm Roziah-"i see how first la...i'll contact you again."

Then after that she walk off liao lol...cute sia this 2 teachers...im blessed with them around lol.

29o1o7 <3. i got put hor, dunno is whose blog that never put leh lol =x

Movie Day With Nerd Gang And Girls

2007-05-15T11:11:00.003+08:00

went to watch movie yesterday with alot...and i really mean alot of friends yesterday...hm, as a form of respect i think i should name them all lol...

Girls
GeokFong,Felicia,Jacintha,Jessica,HongYu,Amanda
Guys
Cheekiat,Alex,Bryden,TauHyan,Nico,JianAn, DongLiang and ofcouse, ME! =D

had i great time with them actually...although this is the second time i've watched SpiderMan 3 already but the reason y i went is to spend time with them...cause to me they are a bunch of very fun people to hang out with. but i wasnt feeling too well cause was missing someone and accidently thought about some stuff that affected my mood...haix...then keep seeing alex and felicia over there so rou ma...din really felt good look at them like dat. Heard that alex kept touching felicia's necklace...which was near to her 'chest' then i was like so...haix...no comments.

After the movie, went to TM to walk walk...in the end stuck at the arcade for so super long lol...then after arcade went to the playground at the root. I kind of noe that geokfong was hungry...so i suggested to them whether want go eat anot...but alot of them said they wanna go home and eat then in the end only me and geok fong went to eat only...then we just eat and talk about stuff lor...i treat her dinner cause it was my fault for making her wait so long for me...after dinner decided to go home already...cause both of us quite tired.

sry did not reply ur sms cause i was already deep in my sleep already lol.

29o1o7 <3. miss you very much.

Exams Finally over

2007-05-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over! lol...and now im begining to enjoy the holiday mood...shiok sia...lol but i dun think i'll be doing very well for my Mid-Year Exam...haix dunno y leh...i studied super hard for my it already leh...but i find the papers really very difficult...die le sia lol...think im going to flunk it bah....

haix...no choice la...over le...leave it to God lor...anyway i still have another art paper on monday actually...but to me its so-so only...din really affect my holiday mood =p. looking forward to holiday...cause can grow long hair again (direct translate from chinese)...i want to dye also...but like abit troublesome leh...dye liao still need to dye back...oh well...see how first bah.

recently not feeling very well cause of some stuff...haix...really very tired sia...im already trying very hard to maintain and continue...haix...atleast help me abit can anot...already noe im not feeling well liao then still like dat...not say i wanna complain or wad...but i keep inside i really going to explode already...

29o1o7 <3. i need help.

Exams Started Already

2007-05-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Yamaha...had a long day man...super tired and somemore its exam week and im feeling the stress, well i quite looking forward to holiday...cause can grow long hair (direct translate from chinese) again lol...

I was caught for cheating today by Mdm Roziah...haix...she pick on me ar? catch me cheating so many times but actually i did nothing...so lame sia...she want catch then jsut let her catch bah...i cant be bothered with her already...at most i'll just write a letter to the General Office and explain myself lor...

Meeting Chong tmr 9am in school...then need to go 4n1 and get calculator from Jasmin and also let someone peak on me =x. scary sia, tmr Physics and Chem Practical exam...scared cause im not sure whether if im well prepared anot...think i better study alittle more tmr morning.

Think im done for now...all the best to myself for MYE...hopefully i can do well and enjoy my June holidays...

29o1o7 <3. believe in what 'it' can do.

Somethings To Mention

2007-04-22T12:31:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Church...lol..early morning need to go church liao...cause need play drum for Chinese Service. abit stress, caise MYE is just 1 more week away...and i still have so many subjects that i need to brush up...haix...feeling so stressed up now...

I wanna join a Band!!! although i noe my dad is agianst the idea...cause he was in a band once but had a bad experience in it...but i really wanna join a Band...since i cant join a Racing Team. Well...if i cant drive, i'll just have to drum then...lol.

Hm, 4 more days left before Joel comes back...yea man!!! Bassist is back!!! lol...got people crap around with me liao...KuKu Klan unite! =D.

Kkz, lets see...I've mentioned the band thing, exam thing and Joel thing...still left with wad ar?...hm...should be left with nothing Important le bah...=x.

Kidding la...lol...miss u lots...but ur still sleeping leh...really very pig sia...12 plus liao still sleeping...kao...so stress...3 pigs waiting for me to feed in future...the mother pig and 2 baby pig...haiyo =xxx.

29o1o7. LYVM =)

Im Hoping Against All Odds

2007-04-14T09:29:00.000+08:00

kkz...blog now since im bored...yesterday was friday...and i like friday alot...lol...except for the fact that theres art lesson...haix sian lol...time flies sia...and now im only left with 17 days to revise before exams and im like still not doing anything about it...jialat liao la...starting to panick already...MUST STUDY HARD!!! (although the apaper is quite soft.)

yesterday during art, shang jing got caught for smoking...then was called down to the General Office...cause they wanna spot check his back and bring him to the smoke check...then he left 2 packets of cigratte with me...actually i didnt really agree la...but he just stuff them into my bag...ask me to help him keep...so i help lor...then i was thinking, 'wa kao if any teacher comes in and spot check then i die liao lor?' lol...but thank God nothing happened...then after the smoke test he came back and grab his cigratte liao...heard that he drank the whole bottle of green tea within 5 seconds before the smoke test to bring down the level of smoke in his body.

haix... i miss my cousin Joel, suddenly felt alittle weird without him being around...stupid NS thing...lol...need to keep him inside for the first 3 weeks...haix...no more Bassist to Jam with me already...haix...haix...haix...i miss him badly.

i need GOD!!! cause i think i kinda side-track abit le bah...Lord, forgive me for he times that i've not obeyed u....i pray that You will change me to be a better Christian...and i pray that You will guide me and help me to love instead of lust...and i pray for Salvation for my friend, please Lord...i need my friend to be saved by You...this is my prayer, Lord...Amen.

29o1o7 <3. hoping against all odds.

Things About Love

2007-04-10T18:42:00.000+08:00

current mood : not very good i think.

humans are unreliable source, well im not saying that all of them are...but some are.

nature of human: self-centered. only cares about themselves...again i repeat, not all humans are like dat...some are not...but usually the good ones are the ones that are always being made use of...when u treat someone too well, they take u for granted...and then ur worth nth to them...

'Do Unto Others What U Want Others To Do Unto You', well...seems to be correct. but 1 thing it didnt says is that 'What You Do Unto Others, They Will Surely Do Back To You'.

There was once i was sitting in class and 1 of my friend was having alittle problem with this Love thing, so she asked me:

"Silas, how to tell if i truely in love a person."

i replied, "well...hold on a sec, i'll bring something out and show u." and i went to my bag to grab a 'guide book' and i showed her this.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

i told her, "u try replacing the word 'love' with ur name...so it would be something like...silas is kind, silas does not envy...blablabla..."

well...i noe shes interested in a guy but i wanted to discourage her cause i noe shes the play play kind...so i told her..."well...if u dun even have these qualities...wad rights do u think u have to actually say that u love someone?"

and i think she almost cried...but no choice...thats the truth wad...even i use this as a guide for myself to follow...

oh well, enough of the serious mood...i 4get that im suppose to mention sining in my blog...[cause she told me to] sining is a very good friend...she helps me with my school work..(although most of the time its the opposite) but still, she did help me ALITTLE. shes like a small girl...so cute...with a mole on a nose and i sometimes calls her, 'Elmo' =xxx.

kk, guess im done...gtg out already.

29o1o7 <3 so hard...so hard.

March Holiday Conference

2007-03-23T06:21:00.000+08:00

hm...i guess i super long nv blog liao...maybe talk abit about march holiday bah.

haix...lost my phone on the third day...so sian sia lol...lost all my contacts, my messages, pictures, videos, sounds...those were all my memories sia...all gone le...maybe its time to start a new chapter? lol. and i also lost something important...something which is very significant to me...i lost a key chain...super sad...

then for the next few days i totally cannot contact anyone...cant recieve messages and calls...and wad worst is that i cant recieve the important message that i was waiting from my Drum Teacher...but i kinda noe that God wants me to concentrate on the 3 days Synergize conference...which is really another life changing experience cause its not very nice if im attending the conference and also dragging a burden with me.

the conference was really great...i get to meet a new band and the band members are like SUPER cool esp Drummer lol...if only i have like 1/16 of his skill...lol already enough liao...

actually i also dunno wad 2 do sia...maybe i'll continue something else after i come back from school bah...cause its already 6:30 now and if i think i will dun bath and change im gonna be late...so...yup...bb

29o1o7<3 lya

2007-03-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

was forced to blog =x

yesterday was a super super shiok day lor...actually this whole week also very shiok la...cause common test over le...den finally can relax abit mah...but haix...still got art...the sianiest subject =x but thanks to art, it pulled my L1 R4 up...den got 17 points lol yay...hope can do better next time bah...

finally managed to borrow Initial D from chester...haha thanks alot man!! thanks to him i had so much fun playing my PS2.

oh ya...had my very first drum lesson also...now i noe...from my house reach my school need atleast 1 hour plus...kao so long sia...yesterday was late by a few minutes lor...heng i got down the bus and took cab...if not will be later de lor. Bought a pair of new sticks...yay so happy lol...cheap and nice to use. I enjoyed the lesson...although i find that its progressing alittle slow...den 1 week only got 1 hour of lesson sia...so sian...should have more lor...haix...

Yamaha teacher super pro lor...did a solo for us to see...wa...everybody de mouth open bigbig lolx...when he play he like got some kind of Aura like dat lol...can tell he really got that kind of 'Liao4' for being a Yamaha teacher lol...

k la dun say i din blog about u =x i got miss de hor...hm u really got improvement sia...i very happy and proud of u =) now atleast got treat me better liao =x...

kkz la i'll end here.

29o1o7 <3 LYA

2007-03-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

hm...someone once told me before to put up a strong front...hm means wad? cannot angry or sad?

hm kkz...den im confuse now bah...i hope some1 would tell me wad to do...or wads the right way to do it...i got so palia many questions in my mind now...

Should i be bothered about Art? (hm, lame question lol)
Yamaha, Right or Wrong?
So, is my performance now good or bad?
Am i doing the right thing?
Made the right choice?
Did i throw it at the right one or is it another regretted choice?
Does my existence makes any difference? (hm, bad question though)
So, what should i do with you? (im seriously confused about this)

i still got so much so much question lor...lolx very tired now...dun wan blog liao...byebye

2007-02-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

lolx time to blog liao...actually i not free de leh =x but den...because of 'some people' then i need to blog liao =x lolx...kidding kidding....

yesterday after service went to alvin's house there for BBQ...den...haix suddenly dun felt like blogging liao...maybe another day bah...

Common Test week but i totally cannot concentrate...argh!!!

Im Just Not There Yet

2007-02-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

kkz im bloggin now liao...lolx so super duper long nv blog liao lor...hm...1 of the reason is that no time and the other is nothing special to blog about...maybe the topic im going to blog now might be quite interesting bah..Drum Roll please...

ValenTine's DaY
hm...lolx...this year de so special sia =xxx first time in my life i actually did something for Valentine's Day...so nervous lor...nv do this kind of thing before den suddenly do like so weird like dat =x...i really is crack my head for ideas lor...thank God i manage to paste it back... ... ... ... ok sorry not funny =x i prepare the stuff until late late at night lor lol...but it looks nice lar =x

Morning go to school den saw so many people with big and small bags...haha so cute sia!!! lolx...din noe valentine's day can have such an impact on my school lolx =x den i still kapo kapo go ask GZ wad he did lolx...different people different ideas lor lolx...

i still remember a few days ago i was still discussing with Sining whether wad she doing haha...den both of us so lost lor lolx...haha hm...dunno izit because we sit beside each other...i find that i noe Sining more le...even saw the not-so-pleasant side of her lol...its good bah...

yay i recieved a letter, a few sweets and chocs and also something very special =X something thats hanging on my phone now...so cute sia...the person that gave me even cuter...haix...but too bad always paiseh =xxx

i so stund when she came to look for me with her whole gang of friends haha...i doing library duty den suddenly got so many people outside lolx...hm i recall wad she did...hm...she grabbed my hand and just put something into it...lol...scary sia...so violent lol.

So...people come library look for me i also must be gentleman =x after Library duty i went to the Choir there and look for her lor...reach liao she still dun want come out sia...win liao lor...lol...make me wait so long...after few minutes den come out lol...come out liao still nvm leh...still can walk about and hide face u hor...lol...really very adorable and cute sia =x

lolx after i passed her the stuff den i walk off liao...lol...but surprisingly lolx...i met James, Xiaohui's bf, so decided to chat with him for awhile awhile...den found out that actually... ... he is a super interesting guy lor!!! den hes waiting for xiaohui...lol...den i just 'shun bian' wait along also lor...wa...i cannot tahan him...keep praising xiaohui non-stop lol...

den after when choir ended i walked together with Xiaohui, James, Jasmin and Steph to busstop...den after that jiu go home le lor...lol

hm...this is the most memorable Valentine's Day i have ever been through...will always remember this day and also this person =)

2007-02-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

lolx this few days no time to update so although today is friday im going to updare last saturday and sunday de stuff =X

Weekend.

saturday went to music practise first in the afternoon...but was late...Thank God mama was not very angry lolx if not we sure kenna again liao...Music practise was cool...lolx alot of funny funny stuff...i think cause Patrick around lar den very funny lolx...

After praise and worship not sermon wor lolx...Dennis gave the guys a talk on 'How To Be A Real MAN!' lolx...very interesting indeed...den after that we went to suntec de KFC (again) lolx...if got notice hor, everytime i blog about weekend sure got suntec KFC de lolx after dinner we walked to Marina Square cause the girls all wanted to watch Blood Diamond but the guys dun want lolx...so we ended up going to arcade again.

I picked up a new hobbie sia!!! Initial D!!! lolx... nowadays got super interested in cars maybe cause turning 18 in another 3 years den can go learn driving liao lolx...haix...i want my EVO leh!! lolx...oh well...anyway...won Tanna and Patrick but lost to Gavin...haix...should not have under estimated him sia lolx...

hm finally updated my blog...lolx kkz stop saying i din update liao hor =X

2007-01-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

hm...so so so long nv blog le...cause abit sian den also got alot of homework...so din blog lor...

Saturday

nowadays de Youth service is on saturday le...haix that means no cell group...sian lor but im sure the Leaders will noe wad 2 do bah...

so, morning woke up and went for breakfast with parents at Mac lolx so happy...den just nice when we were about to leave, the whole Macdonal suddenly black-out sia lolx...den everybody so stund...but dunno y the staff like all so happy leh? =X

then afternoon went to aljunied MRT to meet Iceman den go LEC together with him...on the way ther, Iceman and i still deciding whether want to eat anot...den who noes when we reached the Coffee Shop, we met Yizhen, Inky, YingYing, Dennis and Cheryl by coincident lolx den end up eating together le lor lolx.

After Lunch went to LEC for service le lor...but we reached there early so saw that the musicians are still practising...we waiting until 4pm then service start...haix this week not i play =(.

After service went to Suntec (again=X) to eat...den as usual...KFC (again =X) but happy that i took Patrick's Car there lolx...den on the way there heard alot about Cars de stuff and how is Race Car and all that lolx and also experience his superb driving skills lol really is pro.

After dinner walk around suntec...den suddenly recieve a sms from Hannie saying that she saw me awhile ago with a girl (YingLi)...lolx...den i so stund...faster call her but she cant pick up call lolx...aiya should have said Hi to me mah...but think she with Family so abit bu fang bian bah...

After walk walk den took bus to Joel house to stay le...lolx and he taught me how 2 play a few songs using Keyboard...haha so happy sia!!! now i noe a few songs liao...lolx...then after that i sleep le la lolx =X

2007-01-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

Today morning as usual went to school...still not use to have hair thats so short lolx...atleast last time still can feel abit of hair behind the neck...now dun have le lol...dun care holiday sure must grow it back again lol...

today our school hired a professional barber to come school cut hair cause our students are still having their 'long' hair...actually its very short le but dunno y school still thinks that its long...but Thank God i wasn't caught...first time sia...check hair and im not being pulled out lolx...the barber charges 2 dollars for 1 hair cut, some of my friends kenna sia...but i find that the barber did a pretty good job at cutting leh lol...maybe next time i can try too? lolx choy...i only trust Aunty Pauline to touch my hair lolx.

Actually today im kinda happy because of Art Lesson...hm...i use to dislike Art alot cause im not good at it...but during today's Art Lesson i actually find that actually Art is very interesting and im starting to like it alot...even Guo Zhong also dun wanna drop Art liao lolx...

Learn 2 new technics today of doing painting...so cool lor!!! Acrylic Painting and Batik Painting...lolx think i did a not-too-bad work...when i present my Batik Painting teacher still dun believe is i do de sia...hm...she mo yi si sia...lolx...oh well atleast im very happy and satisfied with my own Art Piece. hehe im a official Colour Blind Artist now lolx...somemore my Art file is black de leh! so nice lolx...No Matter What Colour U Mix, U Will Never Get Black, thats y its special and thats y i like it so much lolx...

kkz im done blogging...maybe i'll continue tmr bah lolx...still has lots of homework to do...

2007-01-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

WeeKEnD

Saturday early morning woke up and went breakfast with dad and mom...haix den after breakfast came back from and watched tv...found out that actually im very bored...really is nothing to do...haix...dislike the feeling of bored and tired...mix this 2 element together can really get an irritating compound...lolx...its like, you wanna do something cause your bored but your too tired to do anything lol...irritating eh? =X

late afternoon went to cell group at Joel's house...hm...was quite interesting but i was kinda tired but atleast i still managed to maintained my noisy-ness =X cell group de sharing was by Uncle Timothy lolx cause he really talks like uncle, quite interesting la lol

after cell group we went to eat dinner...den as usual i also dun wanna eat...cause not hungry...can save money and cut fats also...hm quite an advantage eh? lol but in the end i ate abit of Yingli's fries cause i felt alittle gastric juice 'attacking' liao...lolx...den after dinner went home le lor...lol

Sunday morning as usual woke up went to Church...haix so sian today not i playing drum so was abit late for Chinese Service...but i enjoyed Youth Service...cause got my fav song 'From The Inside Out' lolx...hm...was quite surprised that they actually played the song quite well...lol proud of them sia...=X

After service all of us went to Kallang KFC...haix did not manage to sit mama's car...oh well...cant sit den cant sit bah...next time i'll just drive myself lolx...so took Gospel Van to KFC. I was indeed very very very stunded...lolz i actually saw 2 Races with their Cars parked outside of KFC...lolx...SO COOL CAN!!!! =X Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution and Subaru Impreza WRX. Both cars also got change the internal engine before de lor...hear the sound noe le...really is power sia lolx...compared to wad we play in arcade lol...but if can i wanna be a racer when i grow up...

Then the other youths wanted to eat at KFC...but i was very tired so i just went home without telling anyone...hm...wanna apologise for that lolx...hm...dats all bah...atnight got nothing much to blog about...tmr go school le...and time now is 11:20 and im still awake lolx...kk la i go sleep liao...bb

2007-01-07T04:20:00.000+08:00

2007-01-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

HiHi...btw i actually found out one weird that everytime i blog. lol...i like to start with either, 'haix...' or 'hm...' lolx...if i look at all my post all the starting all same de sia lolx so interesting and weird =XX

lolx today is the third day of school le...i think i still cant get use to sec 3's lifestyle. everyday need to realease 1 hour later than the lower secs and right now i got so much homework to cope with...need to do alot of self studying.

my art alone already very fierce already lor...haix...lol...1 paper cutting already took more than 5 hours liao...so super hard lolx...actually yesterday im still quite piss of by my art de lor dunno y no matter how hard i try i still cut rongly...but Thank God today when i went back to school and show teacher my art...she still can say not bad lolx...dunno is she nv see properly or wad bah...lol...hm think i blog till here le...lolx...nowadays de post like abit long and draggy...i go eat dinner liao...lol =X

2007-01-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

Reflections From Holiday

hm...alot alot of things have happened during the holidays...infact really is TOO many things le...good, bad, happy, sad...got alot of problems, trouble, struggle but also got good things...lolx...all these really are a great experience for me...like maybe i gained Job experience, relasionship experience whether its BGR , friendship or even relasionship with my brothers and sisters...i find i really grow from all these experience le bah...and maybe i've learnt to become more mature le...lolx

First Day Of School

think i should be excited bah...but early morning i kenna caught for my hair liao...lolx...den almost got sent home...but Thank God, i manage to return to class and after school go cut hair...haix...now my hair super super short sia...=X

Think i abit cannot addapt sia...hm...cause of the new Teachers, New Friends and ofcouse new Among of Workload...haix...during class time i find i abit lonely bah...cause all my old friends all not around me...den all my new friends got their own old friends that they talk to...den i sit alone...doing my own stuff...hm...actually sometimes being alone can be quite a good thing bah...cause when im quiet and alone i kinda find that actually the class is quite noisy =X and i find that im not as noisy as last time le...i lastime already abit quiet le...now even more quiet liao lol...

then today went to school with long pants and met my friends lolx...we ALL look weird lor!!! lolx...very very weird...but after a few weeks should be ok le bah maybe we are just not use to it bah...but the feeling of long pants really very nice lor =X lolx...got abit grow up le de feeling...then Ivan so funny lolx...when he walk pass the lower sec keep shouting...'Long Pants So Hot La U Guys So Fortunate Can Wear Shorts' hahah hear le really is laugh until i flip lolx...power sia ultimate joker...lol....

hm...hopefully tmr will be a better day bah...=) kkz i noe its a better ending...=X

2007-01-01T23:48:00.001+08:00

haix...sorry im not like Joel the Mr Nice Guy or like Amos the Mr Cute Boy...im not as good as them...not as patient as them not as pleasing them, not as understanding as them all i do is create trouble im just me bah...the bad guy, outcast, not understand...or anything negative that u wanna call it bah

super sick and tired of always need to qian jiu people...maybe when i reach this part alot of people will be saying like...'wei, normally its people qian jiu u lor...ur the one thats always so childish, selfish and inconsiderate' ...lol...haix...dunno wad 2 say le bah...just my fault again bah...i do people wrong is my fault, people do me wrong also my fault...den another voice pop out from somewhere 'but always only is u do people wrong de leh...stop thinking that the whole world owns u la...'

hm...lol no comments again bah...pray that i grow up faster bah lol...

P.S hm...my guess is that is post is gonna make people bu shuang with me again bah

2006-12-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

hm...very very very very long time no update le...lol...cause for the past 1 week im kinda not feeling very well so i didnt blog then. hm..so many things have happened during the past 1 week so i think that this post might get alittle long and draggy bah so maybe i break it into different parts and say bah.

Then I think I’ll update abit on Christmas de stuff bahWork Kkz, i'll just get straight forward, i quit my job le...due to some unhappiness bah...but yesterday when my boss come and give me my pay i kinda sad...lolx...cause the whole atmosphere like very sad like dat...lol...but oh well...like wad my boss said, People come and People goes...hm...yup...but come to think of it its also kind of a good news bah...atleast now i can make time for my friends and family le...those who wanna come my house give me present can come liao...=X

Christmas Preparations
yay...Christmas!!! lolx...super happy...this Christmas i find is kinda busy for me...cause like need to do so many things...like go for drama rehearsal, buy the $5 present for gift exchange, then prepare for the costume party and also need to find a time to meet Joel to write the Christmas cards den maybe abit stress about work stuff and relationship stuff bah lolx...but overall im really very very happy cause i get to spend so much time together with my bros and sis, really love everyone single 1 of them bah...from the youngest to the oldest...

Christmas Eve Celebration At TPY
Hm, actually Christmas eve also like quite rushing...lolx...cause early morning 9am need to go Church to practise the drama one last time...den after practise about 1pm liao...den need to rush home to prepare my clothes for the costume party...den also need to eat lunch but the rushing part is actually i need to reach TPY (Toa Payoh) by 3:30pm but when i reach home it is already 2 pm liao...den need to eat, get ready all my clothes and presents, bath and so many stuff...lolx...den 3pm need to leave house liao...then when reach TPY still need to change into Drama de costume den need to do make-up and all that...lol...den keep running up and down, in and out cause just got alot of things 2 do lor...den still need to scared later when on stage will like forget the lines or do anything wrong...lol...

But 1 thing i must confess/admit =XX...hehe im kinda looking forward to see the dancers in their make-up cause their original person already look very nice liao...plus make-up hor...alamak...really is 100% paste stamp de mei lor...lolx...(esp YingLi =p) God Please Forgive Me =X But after the whole Drama + Dance performance...hm...i must say that everybody's hard work had paid off...it was kinda a great success from the feedback that i recieved from the audience. hm...really enjoyed the whole event bah...but too bad...no chance take picture with YingLi =XX (Argh, God, Forgive me again =XX)

Costume Party At LEC
so, as i was saying...lol...after the TPY celebration, the Youths all departed from there and went to their things. Some went home to get their costume, some went to meet their boss, some need to send their parents back home first before they can use the car while others, including me, went to LEC straight to slack slack awhile and get ready ourselves for the Party =)

think i dun wanna continue writing le...actually this post i write for many many days liao...i save in Microsoft Words den continue again...lol..many days liao sia...so...hm bb =X

2006-12-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

hm...long weekend for me...lolx...friday got drama rehearsal...wa...so crappy funny lor...lolx...all the comedians...haha...really make me laugh until i flip...lolx...and the dance is so nice!!! lolx...cause my Church de girls all are beautiful...lolx...when they dance...they look even more beautiful =) esp YingLi...jkjk...=X

Then Saturday theres music practice and cell group...finally i see Tanna and Yan Lin...haix...but oh well...as i expected...Tanna said something about my hair again...lolx...aiya...but Tanna say de things i dun really care de...cause i wont be bothered about the words that comes out from people who doesn’t even worth 1 cent in my heart...that’s y I’m totally not affected...lol...

Sunday...lolx...its the best day of the week lor...its my fav day...lolx...plus today its super duper extra fun lolx...cause both services i play...den after hearing me play alot of people come and told me that i've improved alot...even my dad did...lolx...YAY!!! so happy...lolx =X

then after service went to eat steamboat...lol...almost the whole YM was there lor...lol...then had a great time with them...after steamboat some of us went home while others went to suntec cause the girls wanted to get costumes for the costume party...lolx...actually i dun wanna go suntec de...den when YingLi asked me if im going then i told her that if she wants me to go i will go de...lolx...and i did not regret alittle bit about my decision...cause i really enjoyed spending time with my bros and sis, MaMa, YingLi, Yizhen, Inky, Dennis, Amos and ofcouse YingYing =)

den i reached home at 10:35pm lolx...power sia...first time spend so much time with them...really very very happy...hope can have more of these kind of chances =)

2006-12-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

hm...lolx...so many days nv post le...cause i go camping mah...hehe and now im back...hm...finally back le...but so sad...how i wish i can forever be there...with my Brothers and Sisters...=(...i miss them all...hm...yup...spend 4 days 3 night with them...through out these 4 days i have once again noe each other them more...and we all have drawn close to each other more...and thats a good news =)

had so much so much fun in camp...but most importantly...i met God there...hehe...and thats such a wonderful news...and yup...Everything's Changed again...but i hope things will not Change back again...=p

i also learn about alot of things through workshops and sermon during the camp...quite cool...lolx...but i really did learnt something...hm...haix...i still miss the days camp...lolx...hitting one another, everyone with that tired look, playing poker cards =p, praise and worship, tele match...so many so many things...hm...i really enjoyed the camp...

And also while we are there, some other church was also there having their camp...hehe so coincident, they quite friendly sia...one of the boys still come ask me wanna play poker with them...but i think i rejected him...then i was thinking...alamak...if u ask that girl in white come ask me play i sure play de lor...lolx just kidding la...Silas is being lame again...really nice people they are....=)

I LOVE GOD AND MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS SO MUCH!!!!!! esp ShARoN MaMa...cause she really takes good care of me...thats y i call her MaMa wad...lolx...i seriously treats her as my own mother...cause she cares for me...=')

thats all bah...time to continue my life and my Full-Time job, as a ChrisTian

2006-12-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

lolx this few days very tired...early morning go out...mid nite then come back...but im enjoying it bah...this few days i think i quite sad...lolx...also dunno y but i think i noe y? lolx...=XXX

and er ~!!~HaNNiE~!!~ u own me many days de testi leh...lolx...be glad im forgiving enough lol...

im very tired...Physically, Mentally and Emotionally

2006-12-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

WARNING THIS IS GOING TO BE A VERY LONG POST SO MUST HAVE ALOT PATIENCE!

Fun day fun day...lolx...yesterday afternoon i summoned Ah Nick to my house...lolx...cause we need to go Jeslin de chalet after that mah...so i ask him to come my house meet me first...den after he came for awhile, we went to Guo Zhong's house liao...lolx...so messy hor? lol...went Guo Zhong and saw 'God Mother' =X (Guo Zhong's Mom) i call her God Mother cause i've known her as long as i've known GZ...shes a nice person la...lolx....den slack at GZ's house for awhile den we took bus to Downtown East liao...muahahah first stop, Arcade!! lolx...ofcouse sure got play the BasketBall game de...lol...although abit lame la...lolx...but its fun leh...really very fun lor...so easy to score de...=X

Then after playing ar the Arcade for awhile we went to other places of Downtown East to walk walk...den 5 minutes later Yuhan (its Yuhan, not Xuhan...=X) called...then we need to U-turn back to Arcade to meet him...so lame sia...haha...=X...den after meeting him we went straight to Jeslin de chalet liao...lolx...alamak...who knows...when we reach there...only got us lor!!! that Jeslin when to Theme Park...-.- lolx...den Jeslin's mom open door for us...luckily her mother is those very sociable lor...really cannot tell shes a mother...lolx...she behave like us lor...lolx...then that Jia Qi and Anna also haven reach...den the 4 of us at there nothing 2 do...

Then about 1 hour later bah...Jeslin's mom ask us to go help set up the BBQ...haha but too bad we failed leh...hahah non of us can really handle it...then after struggling for awhile got 1 uncle some help us...lolx...we really very shi bai lor...haha...then after awhile Jeslin and her friend came back liao...phew...finally...but still very boring leh...lol...the fun part is when JiaQi and Anna arrived...haha and they brought with them a special guest...OuYang DaRren!! haha...super cute + funny guy...lolx...also very long never see him liao...Lucky he nv let me catch him smoking...if not sure let me beat up...lol...

But they really came at the right time sia...haha...come only got food to eat liao...the rest of us still need 2 work hard for our own food...lolx...den after eating dinner...we go back arcade to play the basketball thing...then Me and Darren VS Gz and Ah Nick...lolx...in the end we scored 209 points lol won them by 80 over points lor...haha...no choice...Darren and I too accurate liao....=XX...jkjk...den we saw a guy scored 499 points sia!!!! he broke the high score and created another high score sia!!!!!! scary lor!!! somemore he is 1 person ownself chiong leh...lolx...powderful...

after playing Arcade we went back to Chalet to rest for awhile...den we played games like Poker and some other stupid stuff...lolx...den some of us decided to not go home for the night and torn for the night...lolx...but some still decide to go home...so in the end left with GZ, Yuhan, JiaQi, Me and Jeslin herself lor...den we chit chat awhile...lie on bed...all that lor...that Jeslin...hair wet still wanna share pillow with me...den make until whole pillow wet wet!!! so squeezy liao still wanna share pillow...but actually its quite cozy la...so little chance to see Primary school friends...den got chance 2 meet sure will cherish the time de...den we from afternoon slack at the chalet until 2am sia!!! so scary...haha...youngster nowadays can really torn for the night sia...lolx

Then at around 3 plus...4 of us Yuhan, GZ, JiaQi and Me decide to take cab down to Changi Airport de Viewing Mall and sleep...haha...really is madness sia...so HIGH!!! lolx...but we dunno is Terminal 1 or 2 leh...den we try our luck at Terminal 2 first...alamak...who knows...we VM that we wanna go de is at T1...den we want to go take Sky Train lor...WHO NOES!!! lolx...Sky Train not operating!!!!! hahahaha...i dunno i should laugh or i should cry sia...haha...then in the end need to walk from T2 to T1...den i see Yuhan and JiaQi both walk until like very tired like that...den GuoZhong grab a trolley and ask Yuhan sit den he push him...den no more trolley liao...so i PiggyBack JiaQi lor...lolx...shes so light sia...35kg...wth?!?! lolx...den end up we like racing like dat...lolx...so funny...

Then after about 20 minutes of walk...we finally reach T1 liao...we almost lost our way at the Airport...cause the path that we walk is No-Entry to Non-Stuff de...den the path so spooky...but we manage to get out of there safe and sound...den reach Viewing Mall...so happy!!! finally can sleep liao!!!! lolx...so dark + quiet = peaceful...but didnt really sleep la...more like sit and talk talk awhile...den we went to eat breakfast at BK liao...4 plus le...den after eating its about 5 plus liao...so we decide to take bus back le lor...then on the way back all sleep inside the bus...lol...guess we are really very tired le bah...

Then for me i reach home at about 6 plus bah...den bath...bath le den as usual...i gave Geok Fong a wake up call at 6:50am...den i went to sleep at 7am liao...lol...

so...summary...i had a very very very fun and long day...lolx...but it was kinda tiring...lolx...and finally im done with this post...actually i still got miss out alot of parts lor...lolx...but i scared too long read liao very boring...lolx...=X

2006-11-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

hm...these few days nv do anything special...as usual lor...life still goes on as normal...haix...so boring...i cannot wait for school to reopen sia...i miss all my friends...miss the times i had with them...haix....

then today morning wake up quite late...dunnid 2 go work cause Boss tell me not 2 go lor...haix...think i made him angry again...dunno y recently always offend him...lol...aiya nvm bah...if its fate den its fate bah...

then later in the afternoon...to my shocking surprise...lolx...Geok Fong came to my house...she say she bought me something when she went China...so wanted 2 bring it to my house lor...hehe...i so stund...cant believe she really did it...then i so gan dong sia...cause outside raining then she come all the way 2 my house...she never even come before lor...lolx...very gan dong by her lor...hm i think she slim down le...lolx maybe is i too long nv see her already bah...

Then when she left its still raining...den ofcouse i also very good la...before she walk off i tell her 2 wait for me first...i go get an umbrella then i walk her to the oposite road...well...i din SHARE with her the umbrella la...i just pass it to her and let her use...den i get caught in the rain lor...cause the umbrella not very big...den if i were to share with her then sure will got some body contact...den not very nice mah...Boy Girl Thin Thin Not Green (direct translation from chinese)

then now i also dunno whether need 2 go work anot...Boss also nv msg me...haix...very luan sia...HANNIE!!!! haix...she not around in Singapore leh...nowadays i so troubled...also dunno who 2 find...i find who means i disturb who liao...haix...Xuhan really occupied a big part of my life sia...haix...miss her badly...~!!~HaNNiE~!!~

2006-11-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

haix i miss my ~!!~HANNIEEE~!!~

she went China le...8 days sia!!! haix...i will be missing my best friend...8 days without her is really like losing a big part of my life for 8 days...

haix...can still remember when i first met her...lol...ask her wad she also dun want to answer...everything also so secrective...lolx...really cannot imagine she can actually be my closest friend now...lolx...really is crapster sia...

Life is really so unpredictable...never ever judge a book by its cover...u'll regret it someday when that person just show his/her true colours...

2006-11-24T14:00:00.000+08:00

Think 20 people now. Do it accordingly.
Instructions:
Remember, odd number: GIRLS. even number: BOYS

[1] SiNiNg =)
[2] WeiLun
[3] XuHaNnie!!
[4] GuoZhong
[5] FeliCia
[6] IvaN
[7] Geok Fong
[8] BrAnDon Chong
[9] Her
[10] HaFiz
[11] JeSsica HONG (happy? =p)
[12] ALeX Boss
[13] SheeMing
[14] LauRence Boss
[15] XiaoTang
[16] HongHao
[17] Yin En
[18] Ning Porn
[19] TingWen
[20] Yee Heng

#1. Describe [3]'s Character
-XuHaNnie: hm...lolx...if i really were 2 discribe her i might get a chance to write a compo...lol

#2. List from [1]-[10], this are the people you are missing right now
[1] SiNiNg =)
[2] WeiLun
[3] XuHaNniE
[4] Geok Fong
[5] FeliCia
[6] Sharon Mama
[7] Yingli Jiejie
[8] Joel InCrediBle
[9] YiZhen JieJie
[10] GuoZhong

#3. How do you meet [19] and [11]?
-TingWen: eh..my cca bah...Librarian. Jessica: shes my classmate lor...lol

#4. Who's [13]?
-SheeMing lor...my class mate ;)

#5. Does [20] have any admirer now?
-YeeHeng: haha i dunno leh...but judging from his face....=X

#6. Where does [2] stay?
-WeiLun: simei lor...lolx

#7. Where is [7] now?
-GeokFong- haix, shes at China now sia...

#8. What if [6] and [8] ask you for stead, who will you agree?
-Brandon, Ivan: haha!!! i must think very carefully leh...lolx!

#9. If [9] and [14] are together, how will you feel?
-WA!!! lolx...i will feel so worried and sorry for that girl...lolx...

#10. Describe [15]:
-XiaoTang: hm...lolx...no comments...=XXX

#11. Will you give up ur friendship between #14 and #16
-Lawrence, HongHao: ofcouse i wont give up la...lolx

#12. What does [1] do?
-SiNing: er...hm...she like everyday do nth 2 de leh =X

#13. When is the last time you ask [12] to do you a favour?
-Alex Boss: Lol...dunno leh...he is always covering my back

#14. Which school is [18] studying in?
-NingPorn: ChangKat Changi

#15. Did [17] goes aboard during this holiday?
-Yin En: hm...not sure wor...

#16. How does [5] looks like?
-Felicia: Hm, pretty bah...

#17. [4] likes who?
-GuoZhong: XinYi lor...not meh?!?!

#18. [10] is a what kind of person?
- Hafiz: he super damn funny and cute de lor...lolx...

Ask 7 people to do this
-any1 bah

2006-11-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

haix haix haix...recently very very vex...its like my whole world thumbling down like dat...haix...go work let Boss shoot...let 'friends' shoot...sorry la...i noe i useless...i noe i got alot of bad points...i stupid...always say wrong things...haix...

i can from happy let them shoot until very sad de lor...haix...i really scared i 1 day cannot take it i will go mad de...

i already got enough things 2 worried about liao...den...they still so not understanding...

2006-11-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

5 years ago i was
-Hm...9 years old lor...lol...still so innocent...

5 snacks which i enjoy
-Chips
-Chocolate
-Sweets
-Fries
-Aiya...dunno liao la...lolx

5 songs which i knew all the lyrics
-Tui Hou (Jay Chou)
-Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye (CaoGe & Zhuo Wen Xuan)
-Zi Wo Chui Mian (Luo Zhi Xiang)
-Chance Chance (Luo Zhi Xiang)
-Jiang Jun Ling (Wu Ke Qun)

5 things i would do if i had a million dollars
-Give Half Of It To My Parents
-Buy My Mazda RX8 =X
-Save The Rest Bah...

5 people im missing now (i add myself de cause other Q too lame =X)
-Er...dunno who =X
-Xuhan
-WeiLun
-GuoZhong
-Felicia

5 bad habits
-Talk Too Much Crap Sometimes
-Think Of Xuhan Too Much (she ask me say de =X)
-Being Lazy
-Always Anyhow Shoot People
-Thinking Too Long About This Question

5 biggest joy
-I Know God
-I Met Good Friends
-I Have A Proper Family
-Im Very Very Happy With My Work
-I Got My Talents And My Gifts

5 things i would wish for
-To Regain Somethings...
-Close Friends
-Improvment In Studies
-Have More Talents And Stuffs
-More Money =X

2006-11-21T12:04:00.000+08:00

hm...went to work yesterday...only went to help them atnight cause morning i scared my mood affect my quality of work...today's work was quite alright la...atleast i got cheered up abit by my bosses and friends...then also quite fun bah...

then after dat i called weilun...actually just wanna ask him about tmr de planning only...den he suddenly invite Xuhan in...then we just talk talk talk lor...discussed about some tactics...haix...den they also cheered me up abit...but only things is that...haix...now i cannot sad liao...no time for me 2 sad...cause something terrible going 2 occure liao...haix...although i also hope it wont happen la...but most probably will happen de la...i can only hope she just becareful lor...haix...

hm...then wanna thank Xuhan and Weilun for chatting with me yesterday night lor...although i abit extra la...lolx...but still wanna thank them for being so good friends bah...yup...=)

2006-11-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

haix...finally got shot down le...Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!...haix...dont think can pick myself up le...haix...why m i always in the not-so-good situation...haix...oh well...

im dead this time

2006-11-17T13:59:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dingn-gA3eA

visit this video if u have the time cause i post in blog the size too small...so cannot see properly
so go see from youtube much better...MUST FULL SCREEN HOR!!! lolx...very touching video

-.- specially recommended by weilun -.- he ask me put de

2006-11-17T01:23:00.000+08:00

hm...blogging now bah...realised that how come im always the 1 helping others when they need me but everytime when i need people nobody around de lor...lolx...so weird hor? its ok la...im use 2 it...from young till now always the same de...

actually i really long for an older sister but aiya...too late le...lolx...cause im already here blogging...haix...everything also need 2 learn how 2 be independent...lolx...want to depend on people also cannot...lolx...aiya...nvm la... =X

2006-11-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

haix...today early morning go work...Boss made me wait 20 minutes for him -.- aiya nvm la...den wash 1 car den can go eat lunch liao...den we just sit down eat and discuss about some stuff about Weilun lor...thats all bah...in the morning...

Then afternoon i came back at about 2 plus lor...den talk to a few people lor...try to cheer up myself...den after a few minutes talk 2 someone...den took another bullet shot...this time is a very direct de bullet shot...it just goes 'BANG!' and shot me...haix...ok la...fan zhen i took so many shots before le...although this shot almost sent me to death....but ok la...still alive...haix....

then now i just woke up...later still need 2 go work...i abit no mood 2 work leh...hope later work the time can cheer up abit lor...

then i think tonight work come back can straight away sleep le bah...i dun feel like conferencing with weilun and xuhan anymore...I quit my job as their helper le...since now they dun nid my help liao...so i just siam away lor...haix...everytime help them sure envy them de...make myself more sad only...aiya..no point la...hm...thats all bah...

2006-11-15T14:21:00.000+08:00

haix...yesterday talked with xuhan and weilun...both of them really very er xin lor...haix...i hear them although i also got laugh with them la...but felt abit sad and also abit envy bah...weilun really so fortunate to have xuhan lor...really very very fortunate...xuhan really is a very very good girl...haix....

hm...thats all bah...wish them all the best...lol...haix...recently like not feeling very ok leh...same reason bah...reason always same de la....haix...

den i think i getting more and more worldy liao...haix...so sad...

2006-11-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

hm...blogging again now...just came back from work...dunno y today super tired...i can hardly open my eyes now...lolx...but since i got the feel to blog i just blog lor...

this morning wake up as usual...only diff is that when she sms me i immediately called back cause i yesterday nv really talk 2 her...so wanted 2 just call back 2 see how is she lor...hm...yup...

then 12 plus weilun come liao...den we ate lunch and watch DeathNote the movie at my house lor...cause he haben watch yet....er...haix i also dunno wad im doing now...im just blogging for the sake of blogging...haix...nvm la dun blog le

2006-11-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now..dun read the following questions until you have named them..at the end..choose 5 ppl to do this...

1]SiNiNg
2]Xuhan
3]Weilun
4]Guo Zhong
5]Ivan
6]Brandon Chong
7]Felicia
8]Jessica Toh
9]Jacintha
10]GeokFong
11]Sharon Mama
12]YingLi Jiejie
13]Joel
14]Tanna
15]YanLin
16]Amos
17]Alvin
18]YingYing
19]Timothy
20]Alex Boss

How do you meet #14?-HaHa we are cousins mah
What will you do if you didn't met #1?-I would'nt have this kind of happiness now
What if #9 and #20 dated?-hahaha...no way!!! 20 is married already
Would #6 and #17 be together?-hahaha they want is they dun mind each other is guy
Describe #3-Lol...useless guy, always need my help de =X
Describe #8-hm...ultimate Junyang lover =p
Describe #7-eh...she is a very good friend
Whose #12? 1 of my dearest sister in Church
What if #18 confesses to u dat he/she likes u? hahaha...im not surprised =X jkjk
Wad languages does #15 speaks? rubbish language =X
Who is #9 going out with? eh...not sure...lol
How old is #16? 13 this year
When is the last time u spoke to #13? yesterday
Who is #2's fav. band/singers? i think its Jay Chou bah
Would u ever date #4? hahaha no way man...he got xinyi liao =X
Would u ever date #1? hm...yes if she dosent mind =XXX
Is #19 single? Nope
What is #10 last name? Eh dunno leh...lol
Would u ever be in a relationship with #11? how can be yes?!?! shes my mama leh...lol
Which skool is #3 in? CCSS same as me lor
Where #6 live? Tanah Merah
What is your fav. thing bout #5? He is a very good entertainer...lolx
Have u ever seen #2 naked? NO WAY!!!!! i would get beat up badly!!! lol

finally done with it...spend like half an hour just 2 do this...lolx

2006-11-12T02:10:00.000+08:00

hm...im blogging now...today was kinda weird la...hm...i start from morning bah...

Morning very early wake up le...cause was expecting a sms lor...den once wake up cannot sleep le...then i call weilun lor...haha wake him lor...den he also waiting for a sms...=XX sorry i have to post this weilun...lolx...then it was 9:30 when i called weilun...then we both wait for sms today lor...then mine about 11:30 recieve liao...then hes i think about 12 plus bah...lol...more i write more i sian liao...also dunno y...

er then during afternoon...er...den...er...chat in msn for awhile bah...den...er...chatted with fren lor...kkz nvm...*skip skip* then i went for music practise liao...dad send me to Church...hm...abit cannot concentrate while playing la...either i hit wrongly or i cannot catch the timing...haix...

then evening time...after music practise i called dad 2 come fetch me...den while on the way home i recieved a sms from Xuhan...hm...will not say about the details bah...lolx...im sure she wont want me to mention it also...lol...

then when i reach home i immediately went to call weilun liao...er...asked him about some stuff lor...haix...both Xuhan and Weilun so hard 2 hand handle...haix...den kenna squeeze in between of them like dat...haix...den ofcouse need 2 help them la...then my own problem i just put 1 side first bah...haix...then i cant be bothered le...i tell weilun i go sleep first wake up then help him, lol

Kkz...wake up liao...=X eh...i skip until here cause im sure u wont expect me 2 blog about how i sleep bah...lolx...but when i wait up 10:35pm liao...lolx...den saw my hp got recieve a msg...haix...but its nothing much la...haix...den er...called weilun again lor...talk for super long with both of them...wa kao...they both really very hard 2 handle...lolx...

then er...midnight liao...then i decide to conference with them lor...lolx...at first 3 of us sad sad de...den really is quiet for the like 15 minutes...den i just...aiya...wei le ta men...i just start a conversation lor...lolx...den Xuhan suddenly recieved a call from someone else then she brb lor...haha...den me and WeiLun so funny...we use this time 2 plan things 2 say 2 her...haha...den we just say that we dont keep quiet liao la...just talk all the way lor...talk talk den suddenly talk until very high...lolx...dunno why WeiLun suddenly so brave...he suddenly shoot out 'Xuhan, I Miss you alot' hahaha den i totally stunded by wad he said...haha...powderful sia...=X...then the more he talk the more brave he gets...haha...then start to talk alot to Xuhan liao...haha...talk until my hair stand sia!!!

Then we found out 1 lame thing abit Xuhan...lolx...everytime we ask her about something we will just say 'I Dunno' or 'Anything'...lolx...den everytime she say "I Dunno" means 'yes' and "Anything" means 'no' lol...this really helped us unlock alot of mystery lolx...then i just test test shoot 1 question...(sorry weilun and xuhan) "Xuhan, you like weilun anot?" den her reply is!!! "I Dunno La!" hahaha...Xuhan is so cute!!!! voice so nice!!! lol

Both of them...lolx...lovely couples...make people envy only...den i suddenly tot of this stupid idea...lolx...ask WeiLin to ask Xuhan to be his LP thing...lolx...hahah den so funny...i tell him...must sincere abit...must call...Xuhan Dear Dear =X lolx...wa kao...because of this Dear Dear thing drag for half an hour...lolx...but it was fun la...they keep dont want 2 say dont want 2 say...shy here shy there...lolx...i see le also very fun =X then until Weilun tell me 2 do an example on Xuhan...diao...den Xuhan suddenly shoot 1 sentence i quiet liao...haix...but ok la...cause i dun wan my mood 2 affect them...so i just happy back lor...abit difficult la...but nvm la...i just try...lolx...then in the end they finally Darling here Darling there, Dear Dear here Dear Dear there liao...abit er xin la...haiyo...

then now still talking with them sia...haix...cant believe i need 2 take their er xiness....wa kao...'u miss me mah?' 'dunno la' lolx...i hear until hair stand...lolx...kkz dun blog liao...tmr den continue =)

I'll Always Be Waiting For You

2006-11-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

eh...this post is specially dedicated to xuhan...-.- sounds lame rite? i also think so...hm...ok la...quite thanks to her that i can post something so lame...

hm...eh...for the past few days really wanna thank her alot...for keeping me company bah...and ofcouse weilun la...hm...really very blessed to have 2 such good friends...lolx...

hm...a good news for Xuhan bah...she finally became a qualified lamer liao...after failing countless tests of just asking simple questions haix...like dat also can fail...=X

but amazingly she manage to make me laugh until i roll on the floor laughing...lolx...wa...she very power sia...so now im gonna go write her a testimonial liao...lol...as her cetificate of qualification

2006-11-10T16:51:00.004+08:00

haix...nowadays no mood 2 blog...so nv blog lor...recently besides working its still working lor...nothing much or special have happened...except for some stupid stuff bah...stupid stuffs that can instantly change my mood i can be super happy but when stuff happen i can totally black out and quiet down bah...

hm...just came back from work...very super tired...from morning 10 plus go out until now 4 :30 come back...haix...really very tired...then tonight wanted 2 go Life Edu Centre to help de...but suddenly no mood le...and also very tired so i din go help out tonight...tmr de BookFair i also not going le bah...but still got Music Practise...so must go lor...no cell group this week bah...

haix...thats all i can say already bah.

im really very very very tired...dont think can hold on much longer already

2006-11-08T09:18:00.000+08:00

woot...its time to blog again...lol...yesterday night did not blog cause talking on phone den cannot concentrate on blogging...lol...but its worth it la...=X

kkz...yesterday early morning wake up go out le...but very fast leh...finish 2 cars den come back liao...lolx...so funny...go out awhile come back liao...

lolx...i find that i like nothing 2 blog about leh...haha...like every paragraph so short like dat...aiya...nvm la...i dun like long post also...

den after came back from work is the most shiok part liao...lolx...as usual i went online and then see if there is anyone to chat with lor...den to my surprise...both xuhan and sining are online...yay then i so happy...cause both of them are the only 2 person i talk 2 when im in msn mah...dunno y i only wanna talk to both of them leh...other people come talk 2 me i just like entertain them awhile...then talk 2 xuhan awhile she den i ask if i can call her anot then she say can so i just call lor...thats the first time i talk to her on phone sia...then theres this thing i need 2 say about her is that...HER VOICE IS SO NICE!!! SO SUPER NICE!!!! lolx i hear her voice until i sleepy sia...den i just tell her i wanna go sleep liao...den i wake up then call her again...lol...then in the end i really fell alseep...lolx...

Then when i wake up i went msn first...den weilun come find me liao...tell me lots of crap about how gz help him and all that...lolx...then i just listen lor...listen liao i decide 2 help him also la...help him 2 'bleach' lolx...its fun to be childish sometimes...lol...so i call xuhan lor...den later ask weilun 2 call xuhan den we conference call liao...so fun wor...but that stupid weilun dun want talk de...lol...den i just keep talking to xuhan den got so many leng chang...lol...den after that xuhan say her handphone no batt liao so she left the conversation den left me and weilun...wa kao...after xuhan left he start talking crap liao lor...lolx...den we talk for like 2 hours plus den i go work...den he say he wanna wait for me 2 come back from work den i help him 2 'b;each' to xuhan...haix...i feel so ham and they are so bread...den i kana cramp in between...and are like....HAMBURGERS!!! =X sorry very lame...

hm...i think i gonna skip the working part liao...cause my post like abit long liao...den after i reach home...den bath lor...after i bath den IMMEDIATELY! i recieve a sms from someone liao...asking if can call me now anot...lolx...ofcouse i repply ok la...=X den talk talk until about 12:30am den we decide to sleep le...cause she tmr need 2 go out den i need 2 go work...yupz...so thats all lor...done with blogging liao =)

2006-11-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

haix...im blogging le...hm...took a day off from work today cause its mom's birthday...atnight need 2 celebrate for her...lol...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! =X

then today early morning wake up very bored sia...cause not working so like nothing 2 do like dat...then i saw gz online...i so happy...i quickly ask him if he wanna go anywher anot...then he tell me that he going out with wl yangyang they all to swimming...so i thick skin lor...ask if i can follow anot...lolx...and...YES!!! i can follow wor...lolx...haiyo...if i nv go how they gonna have fun...lolx...=X

but they havent comfirm the time yet leh...ask me 2 wait until anyone of them calls me...so i wait lor...i wait wait until i fall asleep...hahaha...den when i wake up about 12pm liao...haha...lol...den i so scared they go without me sia...so i faster run to the com but luckily i saw wl online...lol..he online means his still at home mah...lol...so i chatted with him for awhile lor...lolx...

me and him always talk about same thing de...haha...den keep shooting each other lor...haha...but quite fun la...atleast we are quite close friends now...we became close friends by a few minutes only lor...lolx...just talk for few minutes and we are close friends now liao...lol...

so a few mintues later i recieve a call and den we went to meet each other liao...here are the people that turned up, 'Zhen Yang, Leo, Weilun, Wilson, GuoZhong, Xuwei and Me!!!' =p

We had so much so much fun sia...lolx...we actually went to play water rather than swimming lol...did all the crazy stuff...lolx...tossing on one another underwater...lolx...den after swimming went to eat lor...eat liao den come back le...cause later still need 2 celebrate mom's birthday...

Then now im blogging lor...lolx...just came back from celebrating mah...actually my mood is quite alright de...but after reading something den suddenly changed my whole mood...i should be happy de sia!!! but haix...nvm la..4get about...who ask me 2 invite trouble in...my own fault bah...kkz dont blog le...very bored...lolx...

2006-11-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

hm...yesterday did not blog cause no time 2 blog...lolx...so i blog about yesterday first bah...

so...woke up in the morning and went to work...although i dun work during satudays but due to some pigs dun wan go work so i need 2 standby for him...hey pig!!! u watch out!!! or im gonna, roast, deep fried, steam, fry, bake u someday...wa...all sounds nice =X just kidding la...wher got people do all these to their 7 years best friends de..=X opps...i 4get...im not allow 2 tell people that im refering to GuoZhong...=X

lolx...den after work went back home immediately and ate breakfast with mom and dad...lolx...we ate MacDoNals wor...=X *big deal ar?!* yup...lolx...den afternoon went to meet 2 friends Alvin and Amos cause i need 2 bring them to cell group which is at someone's house.

Then after cell group Alvin and Amos came to my house to stay over...cause next day need 2 go Church mah...so its much easier if my parents send us down straight away...den after they reach my house we took turns 2 bath...ofcouse we dun bath together la!!!

Den we watched a very stupid+funny+entertaining nice show sia...about gambling de...but that person so lame lor!!!hes suppose 2 be a very suay guy and he can walk a few steps and the next moment a flower pot falls on his head...haha! den he went to find out why he so suay...and finally he found out that its because his ancestors's grave has been buried under a toilet!!! haha thats y hes so suay...lolx...den after he found out he went to dig out their graves and to put at the rooftop of a building....wakao...so damn funny la....lolx =X

lol...this explains y i got no time 2 blog...too much stuff 2 do...still need 2 entertain guest mah...=X

2006-11-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

weee im blogging liao...last few days abit busy with work so nv blog bah...haix...i miss my sec 1 and 2 class alot sia...today went to write testimonial for a few of them...den i have to admit...i write until my eyes got alittle watery cause i noe i will really miss them alot...such good friends...='(

then today early morning went to do a car den after doing i ask my boss to send me to Life Edu Centre cause i want to go there help up mah...although in very tired already but okok la i went to distribute flyers. Alvin, Amos and Gavin also went...then the 4 of us just helped out lor...then after that Alvin and Amos decide to come my house cause i tell them i wanna bath le then i bring them go to the places they wanted to go..[which was downtown east]so we took a cab lor...

then after i bath finish liao i rmb that i 4get take wad bus can go downtown east liao...so i just asked around lor...den also dunno y i suddenly just took my phone out and called Sining...i seriously dunno...cause im not the kind of person that will talk on phone while my other friends are with me...then Alvin and Amos like so curious about who im talking to...lol...i jsut dun wan tell them la...later they get wrong idea. then we talked for awhile lor...den she like very bored at home like dat lolx...wanted to ask her out...but then i think twice...better not la...not so nice bah...

then when we reach downtown east we also dunno wanna do wad...den just walk here and there then finally they decide to go play XBoX so i follow lor...but i din really play la...den went to arcade see people play games...kkz i have to confess this...I Like To Play Arcade BasketBall!!! lol...really very fun wor...i shoot until got a few people keep looking at me...lolx...cause i keep scoring =X but i think they should be thinking that i very haolian =( cause i keep playing but really very fun mah...then after that we went home in seperate ways lor...cause very late liao mah lolx..den meeting them tmr to go cell group bah

then i actually realised that i actually spent alot today sia...haix...taxi fare, lunch, dinner, games and all that...haiyo!!!!! so broke liao...but nvm la...long long 1 time sld be fine de la...=X

kkz i think my post is abit long liao...long post very boring de...lolx...i myself read also very sian ar...lolx...kkz i think i stop here liao...tmr need 2 wait up at 6 plus...good nite Bloggy...=)

2006-11-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

haix...today went to get the go-which-class result le...haix...im gonna miss 1e3'05 and 2e3'06 sia...we had so much fun and laughter together...although i admit sometimes we also have bad times but atleast we went through hardship, fun and laughter together...haix...more i think the more i wanna cry...I HATE SPLITTING OF CLASS!!! ='( y must we go through such terrible experience...haix...but Thank God we are still in the same school bah maybe next time can meet during recess or wad. But then alot of good friends going same class as me next year leh...WEEE!!! happy liao...lol...including SiNinG wor!!!!! lolx...yay next year same class as her...=p

den after that went to TM with Guo Zhong...den 'Accidently' met SiNinG and Xuhan...=X actually i just wanna like take chance see if they r there anot only...who noes!!! lolx...they really there wor...muahahah...is this call fate? =X den end up 4 of us went to LJS together but only Guo Zhong ordered something 2 eat cause i think i too shy liao...den also very tired. Then both of them also nv eat anything...so 3 of us just watch Guo Zhong eat lor...den they decide to watch Movie...haha...but i suggested 'Death Note' cause i havent watch yet...although Guo Zhong watch liao but he say he dun mind watching it again...but then we got stuck outside the ticket counter for awhile...cause Guo Zhong called Ivan to come also...den we wait for him lor...actually i only wanted to watch DeathNote with GZ de...cause i felt abit disturb watching it with Sining and Xuhan...den plus Ivan coming somemore...lolx...den more weird liao...haix...den i spent awhile deciding whether i should watch anot...think today i TOO tired le bah

then after Ivan arrived me and him decide to go LJS eat cause he say he abit hungry den i also abit hungry so we went with Sining Xuhan and Gz lor...after eating we finally decided to go buy the tickets le...when we reach the cinema inside we had alittle difficulty of the sitting arrangement...lolx...like dunno who sld sit wher and stuff...den i just stand 1 side let them decide cause very peiseh mah...everybody watching us...lol...once everybody move in liao den i be the last 2 go in lor...lol...who knows... i sit beside Sining wor...=p *dark laugh* then she so cute...cause the screen is screening a horror movie mah...den she scared until cover eyes cover ears...haha...den i sit beside her keep laugh at her...lolx...cause so cute mah...she like almost wanna squeeze her whole body together like dat...lol...

Then during the whole movie we were all like freezing sia...cause air-con very cold...Thank God Sining brought along a extra jacket lol...but er...also Thank God that i did not la...[i tot we should give thanks in all situation? =X] cause she seems like shes very cold leh...den for me, i need 2 keep moving around to keep myself warm...lol...

Lol...den after the movie we went to walk walk for awhile den go home le...den that Ivan so smart lor...lolx...send Sining home...den i went to took bus with GZ lor...lolx...

Hm...so...summary...I had a great day today with GZ, Ivan, Xuhan and Sining =) den now preparing to go work le...lol byebye Bloggy...

2006-11-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

hm...cool i just came back from work with pay today!!! lolx...so happy...lol...haix...den tmr is the 'know-you-go-which-class' day le...although i already noe i go which class liao...lol...thanks to my closest teacher Mrs Chen which smsed me immediately after she knows the result. Haix...although next year Guo Zhong will be in the same class as me...but Ivan will be in a different class sia...haix...without Ivan like missing something like dat sia...haix...sure will miss his lameness and crappyness de....cause i think im the only 1 that will laugh at some of his stupid stuff...lol...oh well...Thank God that we are still working in the same company...=p

Lol...my dear Ivan gonna go out tmr wor...=X hope he will enjoy himself bah...cause next year's gonna be tough. Lol and im still decided if i should go out with him and Sining...abit weird weird de leh...lolx...also dunno why...just weird bah...maybe not use to it bah...lol

hm...think i gonna go sleep le...tmr still need 2 wait up early...haix...GoodNite Bloggy =)

2006-10-31T01:19:00.000+08:00

eh...lol...just finished work so im blogging now...my day was fun today but also quite sad la...lol...due to some childish reasons but i had fun during work la...yay tmr take pay liao...lolx...

abit of muscle ache today...think i abit rusty liao...haix...how to tell people i do polish but i myself is rusty =XX k sry sry very lame i noe...lol...but er...haix...si Ivan...DONT THINK I DUNNO YOU MSG WHO!!! =p hehe...haix...u want msg msg lor i also cannot stop u...lol...

haix...think i gonna go sleep liao...cause its 1:15am and i need to wake up at 7 plus tmr...if not enough sleep i wake up late sure die...lolx...kana scolding again...hehe...

Good Nite Blog, =)

2006-10-30T12:24:00.000+08:00

woot im finally done with my new blog...lolx...well...my old blog was destroyed also dunno why la...lolx...destroy do another 1 lor...yup...thats y im done with this...but...haix...lol...ALL my previous posts all gone le...nvm la...start a new 1 bah...forget the past, look forward to the future...lol...yupz...that all bah...i blog next time then =)

2006-10-30T11:14:00.000+08:00

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